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Big ten.
Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 7:01 PM

I have yet to blog about thursday, friday, saturday AND today, but heck it for now cos I've

1. A BEC test to study for,
2. Two EOM articles to find and annotate etc.,
3. Print EOM template
4. Take a passport sized photo for the BEC form,
5. Two 500-word CHINESE essays,
6. LEARN HOW TO CYCLE for ODAC's night cycling,


AND, the notorious holiday assignments (for my own reference only, you don't hafta bore your eyes).



7. Econs, 'Mission X-trepreneur' project thingy,



8. Geography:
a) Population Book 1. Read up on the population case studies (pg 62A to 67h) under the section ‘Population Policies’ of the lecture book.
b) Download the word document ‘Population graphic organiser’.
Complete the graphic organizers for each country and print a hard copy for submission.
c) Refer to Population Book 2. Read up on the relevant concepts for these sub-parts of the lecture book:
o Part 5: Population Inequalities and Distribution
o Part 6: Population-Resource Relationships
o Part 7: Migration
d) Download the word document ‘Population concepts: Knowledge Check’
Complete the knowledge check and print a hard copy for submission.
e) Watch the vid links from ASPIRE2,
Download the word document “Video Analysis Worksheet”.
Complete the video analysis worksheet.
Upload the completed video analysis worksheet via “Aspire”


9. History, 1 paragraph summary of new points you’ve learnt about the CMC on any of the following topics:
1. Motivations of USA
2. Motivations of USSR
3. Motivations of Cuba


10. Why, of course there's more Chinese.
内阁资政李光耀在主持讲华语运动30周年开幕式上指出:"新加坡的家长在家里应该跟孩子多讲华语。"(详情请看《阅读资料》(4.5$资料)p93)结合我国的母语教学,请用大约150字写出对这句话的理解。

















I am mortified.


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Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 7:09 PM

I declare upon myself a Great Depression.



I said I wouldn't dine out anymore. But where did I just go for lunch today?
Sigh.

Stalemate; it's a draw
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 8:15 PM

I am hungry. No actually, I am starving and on the verge of collapsing.

Just came back from ECP.
Kay, actually I think it'd be better to blog the day in chronological order.



PW lesson in the morn, where we were playing games/ sneaked out for food instead, then lunch (KFC) at Kovan with Nic and ZL and Des (ugh! I should ban myself from eating out from now).

Whenever ZL eats, I will see a joke. It will just come, sometime, somewhere, somehow.



Then was BEC (Basic Exercise Course for PE reps).
BEC was torture no more!
Sorry Wesley, I gave you shit attitude.
HAHAHHAA anyway, story was, I moved one seat away from him, but he followed. So I moved one more and hurry signalled to my awesome ODAC friends to occupy the seats on my left AND on my right. LOL.

So yeah. BEC was a breeeeze. Content was hell though. Did you know our backside muscle was called gluteus maximus? Now you know, aye? You owe me one.


Cabbed down to ECP for ODAC bike training with the other PE reps. I'M BROKE AHHHHH, and I am liable to Desiree. $5. Remind me.


So, they tried teaching me how to cycle, but the hellnoob I am, I still couldn't in like 15mins or so, so Sky and I went to change our bikes to a tandem bike.
Ahh..embarrassing like shitz. And Sky was like to Shah, I can bully her!*swerves madly to the side*.
-.-
Guys.

But he didn't do much nonsense after and I gotta give him credit for being a good bike buddy and for fixing the chains of the bike when they fell off the gears (like a lot of times).

But but but, cos of that, people got the notion that we were together. Even MsLiu, omg. Sigh. We can't be more innocent, really. So don't come singing TianMiMi beside us. It's hell freaky.

Debrief, got kinda told off by MsLiu for sleeping during my maths exam cos she was my invigilator. Ah well. I understand anyway.

An ODACian must fight all the way!

Took the bus home with a dirty backside and a scratch on the back of my calf. Incurred even before I got onto the bike. Sounds ridiculous but I was pushing the bike and the pedal scratched me. JZ had a scratch form the pedal too. PEDAL= HAZARD!


Miracles do happen.
I found mine in the fridge. (:

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Million dollar game, coke bottle frame
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 8:37 PM

WOO, yesterday was class outing!
Well, kind of. I missed the picnic though, cos had BEC. Sitting next to Wesley is notorious torture. Ahh, anyway, finished at 3pm when it was supposed to end at 5pm. So went to Clarke Quay’s Starbucks to find the rest.

Lemme think who was there.. Desiree, Bijal, Rebekah, ZL, Pingsee, Pris, Damien, Nic, Reuben. Yeah, I think that’s it.
I was sticking out like a sore thumb wearing my school uniform but heck. Sat at the Singapore river for a while, stoned, decided where to go, then moved on.




Well actually a lot of stuff happened in between but since Sloth has attacked me, I shall skip to the most exciting part.


Eh no wait, dinner was important. It’s one thing I can’t ever skip.
Ate at Astons! Oh man, the food portion and price was perfect. Like really, impeccable. Everything. Except for the waiting time in the queue. But that’s understandable cos it’s really that good. Now I know why Nic recommended it. And eh, one misconception at the table; just cos I eat slow doesn’t mean my appetite is small or I’m ‘struggling’ to finish my food.


Okay now the most exciting part:
We were walking aimlessly along the street, looking for a place. A place to tell ghost stories. WOOOO, EXCITING AYEEE?
Actually we intended to visit the Red House at Pasir Ris (a haunted house, if you didn’t already know) but some of us had curfews (awhh, the party poopers) so yeah..

Went to Istana Park, and Nic was like Hmm..what’s there? *to me* Why don’t you do a trekkie and see first?
So I did. And I saw what I didn’t wanna see. EXTREME PDA. Ugh.


Did the aimless walking again, and ended up sitting on the floor of the park.
First ghost story of the night by MOI. :D

The rest were mainly by Nic. As usual. HAHA oh mannnn, so funn! We should do this more. Hardcore one would be going to old CH lah, but I guess we aren’t that ready yet.

Took the train back with Nic and Desiree, where Nic told his ghost train story and I told him my most memorable nightmare.


SLEEPOVER AT DESIREE’S.
Awesome stuff. I absolutely love sleepovers. Oh yeah when the lift door opened, it was pitch black. HAHA Desiree’s reaction was classic. And I bashed into her windchimes and created a lot of noice. Oopsy, haha. Bathed and everything, then Desiree used her comp, I used her laptop, and made Nic tell his lift ghost story. Ahh kids like us use to have stacks of ghost story books. I remember how obsessed I was about the supernatural when I was a kid. No Barbie, but Russell Lee. Odd, huh?

Slept pretty well until Christopher Poh JW went to call me at like 7.40am.

Apparently, as we found out later, he went to school normal time (7.30am). HAHAHHAA oh man! He’s so cute lahhh. As in the kiddo cute. He was the only one at the 1A04 line during morning assembly, funny ttm, omg.

I have a vair vair strong temptation of putting his blur face pic up here. But I shall resist.


Had PW consultation, lunch at Kobayashi Hangul.
I should really shoot myself cos I’ve been dining out every single day since last week. You canNOT imagine my dire financial state right now. The word ‘dire’ is an understatement, as a matter of fact.


As though it’s bad karma for eating too much or whatever, I had a tummyache today. ):



No pics of the class outing except for this but it's too dark anyway so, too bad.

Random:



Jeryl's opinion:


I had lots of them when I was a kid, HAHHAHHAA. I still think they're cute kay..


Boom boom pow
Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 4:46 PM

The reason why I suddenly disappeared from MSN last night was cos I was running, fell, slipped, and bashed the back of my head on the floor and my father sent me to SGH.

I ws crying, gawsh. The kind you can't control. I tried closing my eyes to stop crying but it's not like a locknlock container lid so the tears flowed out anyway. Ahh, I used to think closing my eyes would work..


But my head had no blood, no nothing.


Anyway, it was my first time going to A&E, first time taking a skull x-ray and my first time doing a peepee test! Eeyuck. HAHA.

I was dazed all that time, and the doctor asked me stuff like my phone number and address and all tht to test my memory. Cleared it. But when she asked for the time I was like uhhh, 9pm?
But it was around midnight. omg, time lag, HAHHAA.


Had a stupid headache but I managed to sleep it off and I'm fine now! :D


Godspeed to all. (: Don't be a clumsy ass like moi.

Deserve an encore
@ 4:28 PM

SATURDAY 23RD MAY


Like I said, went out with Dewaine darling! HAHA with Weixiang and Kahbin too.
Watched Night at The Museum 2. Was pretty good, I say.



Heck words. Picture time. (:

Macs.
HAPPYMEAL, HAHHAA I have the exact same one in my school locker. Cos macs was my second home during MYE period.
WHEEEE! My cool-ttm crown.Awwwh, she's doing a mimicry of the Thinker sculpture guy in NATM2 ('fire') LOL.
Dewaine's using her hand to do a 'hehexzxzx' pose.
I shyyyy worhxzxzx.AGAIN. HAHA.
Our fav pic of the day, it seems, (:
We realised we didn't take any pics with the boys. Awwh, next time, probably.
They went to eat at Long John's, then Dewaine and I went home.
Nope, My wallet didn't have a cent left again. Gawssshhh.

Send it right back
@ 3:01 PM

FRIDAY 22ND MAY.



WENT ROLLERBLADING AGAIN!!!! {Pictures on Fb. (:}
Met Dewaine and Desiree at Desiree's house first, ate, then cabbed to ECP.

When we got there, I called KJ where to meet and our convo was hell ass lame. I called him Handsome, then when I called again he was like Eh beautiful.

LOL. It works aye?

Then when we saw them, they continued walking far ahead. So i called ZL to stop walking and wait for us to catch up.
But he didn't want to. So from handsome boy, I changed to stupid ugly boy followed by an End call.

Tsk, I'm so lame that I need crutches.


Pingsee, ZL and KJ went to rent skates, and ZL was being hell funny as usual, HAHA, Pingsee learnt super fast. KJ already knew how to rollerblade so not so bad.

When we were rollerblading past this group of barbie-ing (bbqing) peeps, who saw ZL fall, they got all high, omg. They started shouting to ZL, WHOAAAA! EHHH, LEAN FRONT, LEAN FRONT! And other stupid gibberish that were obviously said with the intention of making ZL the object of mockery. So evil. But that moment was daaamn funny.


Dewaine and I were like painting our nails while rollerblading. Pro right? HAHA.


Almost everyone fell that day.. except probably KJ and I.. I think so lah. I haven't fallen in soo long. But not like I want to anyway, of course.

Stopped by for a drink, then rollerbladed back. Passed by those barbie-ing peeps again and they were tryna ask for our numbers (as in asking us girls only, duhh). Bloddy poopyheads. I did my oblivious act again.


Tried cycling after, but I had cramps and I gave up. HAHA and sorry ZL for cycling over your feet while you were tryna support my bike. And thank you for paying for my bike rental. Cos I'm not gonna pay you back, HAHHAA.
AND I STILL CAN'T CYCLE, ZOMG. Next wednesday is like ODAC second bike training already. HOWHOWHOW?!?!! Stressssss.



Walked to Parkway for dinner at Delifrance. The student meal menu was so substandard. Baked rice was EEYUCK TTM.

Trained home with Dewaine.

Once again, the day ended with not a single cent in my wallet. Sheeeet.

Take it like an ecstasy
Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 11:23 PM

THURSDAY 21ST MAY



Last day of MYE!
So we went to Swensens to celebrate. Girls only. (:
Cos the stupid boys went to play soccer. Sigh. Anyway, IM BROKE, BROKE BROKE, UGH! Who wanna donate some $$ to moi?


I make you happy by showing you pics kayyy, now treat me to my lunches and dinners.
Nawh, kidding.

















And it rained that evening. The happy kind of rain when I'm snug and content at home.

Eh, I got so few pics cos my batt ran low and yeah.. The rest of the pics with Bijal I think. HAHA and I still got a lot of blogging to do! AHH. Baby steps alright.
Going out with Dewaine darling again tomorrowwwww. (:

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I be fly as feathers
@ 10:36 PM

WEDNESDAY 20th MAY.


SEE?
All mugging for history MYE!



No one gave a damn about maths.
Okay maybe that's only me lah, and I think I'm gonna either
1. Get a warning letter for bad learning attitude, or
2. Sent for counselling.

Well..I can imagine my marker writhing in his seat, then stretching out a trembling hand to wipe the sweat off his forehead, then reaching out to press each excruciating number of my CT. Or my parent.

Cos my answers were hell. I didn't write numbers. I did my maths paper in English. THEN, I slept. Oh, one question: Why do teachers bother waking students up?


Followed Joanna to the police station to file her report, then
WENT BACK TO SAC AFTERRRRRRRRRRR!!
LIKE OMG.

It was like going home after migrating to another country. Well, that feeling..you know..
*tears well up in eyes*

OH WELL, pictures up on facebook! (none with teachers cos that day they all had meeting. -.-)



And procrastination leads to all kinds of silly things. You see my geog lecture book? HA.


I see you smile. And I'm kinda relieved. (:

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In the attic,
@ 9:51 PM

WOOOO, Joanna and I were randomly talking and I don't know how it got to Are You Afraid Of The Dark. HAHA and I suddenly remembered how I loved watching it on Kids Central in primary school. But at that time I could only remember one episode:

(And omg, it's seriously one of the best.) WATCH, WATCH!







Ahhhh, and I've got sooooo much blogging to do. And the more it accumulates, the more I procrastinate.
Crap.
I hate these days where blogging starts to seem like a burden instead. Oh no.

All on the flooorrr
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 9:39 PM

Sheesh,










& ZL and KJ did the meanest thing ever to me today. I hate you twoooooooo.

Abstract lines and rigid curves
@ 9:03 PM

I'm back to normal, btw.
HAHA.



Yeahh, so, what did I do recently.. well, I know study isn't one. LOL.
Met Dewaine at Eastpoint on Sat. Was it? Uhh, anyway, bought KFC takeaway and camped at the top floor. Got chased away by the darn security guard. Like, twice. Cos the first time we just pretended to move. I defied the doc again by eating icecream. Ahh, sinful. The atroscities I'm doing to my bodyyyyy.



Anyway, today was Chinese and GP MYE. Ugh, Idk why I am so stony whenever I do chinese. I take my own sweetest time and I always have time to spare/ to sleep. Woooo.


GP essay was pretty crap, and the compre passage.. well, was alright.
Except that paragraph 5 was pretty disturbing. Disturbing for a 16 year-old. A 16 year old girl living in a relatively conservative society.
Ahh, 'garden shears' was just excruciating.

Practically everyone was talking about the passage after the exam. Wooooo, new controversial topic of the school!


Ate pasta mania AAAANDDDDD Long John's today.
OMG.







Hafta study econs now!!!
E for Econs!
eeeeeeeyuck for econs.
E for Exciting!

Now I found the motivational link. (But then again, read between the lines. Literally.)
Gawsshh, I'm lame ttm.

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One way.
Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 11:48 AM

Right, ignore all the emotional, touchy feely posts.

But now I've thought it out, I've got no excuse to not sit and start studying for my MYE.

"Set your priorities", someone always tells me.
And I think, priorities. Life. What's most important in my life? What determines life for me?


Just ask around. Ask people what life means to them.
See if anyone says 'Exams'.



ALRIGHT, STOP DIGRESSING AND PROCRASTINATING, CONSTANCE.


FOCUS.

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Searching. Searching for what?
@ 11:31 AM


Nostalgia.

I never knew it'd be this unnerving.


Too many 'I miss ____'s.
This is crazy.
I'm going crazy.


Happiness, where'd you go?


The reason why I'm missing so much. Why I'm holding on so much to the past. But the past is dead, move on, I tell myself.

I can't.


Because the past is where I find myself.
I'm scared of losing myself.


Yes, scared. The girl so undaunted by gore, horror, insane rollercoaster rides, scared.



Constance, where'd you go?

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Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 8:32 PM

Ahh, this song just makes me feel like sitting down and watching What A Girl Wants again. (Thanks Dewaine for the song (:)

You know, last night, I was reading my diary (yeah, I do have one that I update like once every half a year or so).

I was happiest when I was in sec3.

I miss the times where the biggest worries were failing exams. And being the slacker, that was barely a worry.

I miss fussing over the little things, making mountains out of molehills.

I miss being surrounded by girls everyday, I miss my BFFFFFL, Dewaine.

I miss having my own, personalized-by-my-vandalisms table.

I miss having girly gossips thrown at me everyday.

I miss being that 14 year old girl. It feels so far from 16. Way too far.

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I'm gonna breathe slow
@ 5:41 PM


I'm a 16 year-old.
& I wanna live my life as one. Carefree. Spontaneity. I like it that way.



I don't wanna be tied down.
So don't try tugging at my heartstrings. My heart won't allow a second heartbreak.



Sorry you had to pay for my folly.




Greedy, thickskinned, awkward or not, I still wanna be friends.
So, friends? *stretches hand out for a handshake*

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Sometimes I run, sometimes I hide
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 6:44 PM

I got a secret.



I like Britney Spears.

Tho' she's screwed her life quite a bit, she's still pwetty.
She's followed me through my childhood and my pre-teen life. Her new songs aren't as deep, but I like them anyway.

Awww, I miss the old britney. Just like I miss the old Avril. Ahh, why do people change so much..


kuykiutvkuytk
@ 1:59 PM

I can't believe myself.


I just deleted ALL my pictures.
I hate myself.



UGH!

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Eesh.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ 4:15 PM

I'm taking random quizzes on Fb now.

And later I'm gonna play Pet Society with the music and volume turned on cos listening to my pet's ridiculous laughter (it's a male) might cheer me up a little.


I just went to the doc's and I'm given a two-day MC.
So sorry, people, you're gonna miss me lots, I know.


HAHA okay kidding. And thanks for the texts of concern and sorry for not replying cos my phone ran out of credit.


Seeya on monday!
x.

Waiting in the dark
@ 2:04 PM

[Current Mood/Dreadful]


I was taking my time to recover emotionally and now I'm failing physically. Ever since that night, I've been having a persistent runny nose and sore throat, and it's getting worse. I'm not gonna be all pessimistic and paranoid and think it's Influenza A cos that's the last thing that's gonna help.


Rushed to school this morning cos I overslept again.. My alarm did ring, it did wake me up. Idk why I just collapsed back into deep sleep. Made it to school just on time, but asked TXD if I could go home. I don't wanna spread, you know.


Got the early release form and bus-ed home, and the typical Singaporeans just made me even more irritable. They seriously need courtesy classes. All of them, to be safe. There's no point having all these campaigns when I don't think they even know what Courtesy is.

Right.
So,
Imma see a doc later and I would've to declare symptoms of Influenza A.


Ugh.
It's my own body and I think it is throat infection. I think it is..Cos I had it twice last year, and it's the only thing I fall ill from.

I remember how I went to take my Social Studies O' level paper with a cough, sore throat, and high fever. My parents were overseas and I don't think I ever felt more lost than then. It's a miracle how I managed to get a B3 for combined Humanities.
I couldn't even study.

Legislation can be so inhumane.

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awwww
Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 9:38 PM

HAHA. My deepest darkest secretttt.

And evidence that the world is small extremely minute:
And moreeeee. All in the same day!







LOL.
& I got sore throat + runny nose.
Swine flu?Influenza A H1N1?

Would you make me number one on your playlist
@ 5:42 PM

More comfort food (:

CRASHED LECTURE AT TP TODAY! FUNNNNNN.
One only, actually, cos they decided to pon two. LOL.


Met Dewaine (and Robin) at the backgate and sat in the library doing my GEOG HOMEWORK (productive ayeee?) for the first hour cos they were having tutorial.


But then, I got bored and camwhored for like, 5 secs. HA.

Then we went to macs to eat, and they decided to go watch movie at TM. And Dewaine wanted to camwhore so... SOMEMORE!
Ah, three only uh.

But there weren't any nice movies in both TM and CS, so we four girls went to shop and idk what the guys did. I-forgot-his-name-xl was playing xbox360 at the comic shop with this small boy and omgz, funny TTM.
Bought a shirt from Punkstar on impulse..Gah, no money nowwww.


More random pics:
The bubblegum Fizah gave us had tattoos inside so.. (: cute uh?

By the time we took the bus back, they were late for lecture, so they decided to pon (again) so we ate at the canteen. The wanton noodles was so salty, omg.


AND FINALLY! Crashed maths lecture!!
Evidence:
I tried to do my econs mindmap but gave up, hahaha.
Wanted to take a group pic with all of them, but since we went to the toilet... only girls. HAHA next time, when I crash lecture again then I shall go be extra and take class pic with them! :D

(:
Friends are the best anti-depressants.