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Life's no nintendo game
Sunday, August 22, 2010 @ 9:42 AM

2 more papers! But even after that I can't celebrate in peace cos A's are less than 2 months away. I think. Ugh, lazy to do the math lah. Anyway I'm so not looking forward to 8 Nov- Geog AND history papers. 6 hours of insane writing. I think my hand won't have the stamina for GP and econs and the other papers. Awesome way to start the A's huh. Why won't Cambridge actually take that into account, to NEVER put 2 3hour writing papers on the same darn day? Oh no, I'm ranting over the same thing again, aren't I.

I think the internet has to be a girl. Cos it's the ultimate modern age temptress. Her face changes every single day, with so much to see and offer, yet it's never enough. She draws you in, through facebook (games), online news, even neopets. Alas! Shun thy temptress I say! For it is she, who pulls the crown (of As for the A's) from me, thy rightful heir.

Kay I'm talking nonsense seriously.
Scrap everything you just read please, gone like the wind, like me. Bye. I think I'm really going mad.

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I've got it down to a simple art
Tuesday, May 18, 2010 @ 6:50 PM

I've given up on history.
And maths.

So far I've sat for 11h and 15mins of papers, in just two days. Today was pretty much a tragedy; an expected one. But I suppose constantly moping around is gonna make me a very annoying person cos I myself can't stand it anymore. Only three more papers! 8h15mins more of insane writing ( although not so for history cos I won't have any content). Bleh, I got a blister on my thumb from writing and it hurts. ):

On a lighter note, I realised how anti-France my mac dictionary is. Just look how they construct their sentences to illustrate a meaning. LOL. Oh well, Americans..

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mugmugmug
Saturday, May 15, 2010 @ 8:00 AM

Ugh.
I still can't study.
I wonder how people can sit there for hours and be so focused. I've only covered plate tec so far. Outta like what, how many books? 24?
Yes, MYE is in 2 days. And schools just like torturing arts students by lumping two papers in one day, with one paper being 3 hours long, and pushing all the papers in front cos apparently our scripts take bloddy damn long to mark. 3 hours of non-stop writing. I'd rather get a headache from a 1h15min physics paper. Why, why did I take arts? WHY.

I still still still can't stop procrastinating! Is it in my genetic makeup or something?

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Take you higher when the world got you feeling low
Sunday, October 04, 2009 @ 12:07 PM

Two more essay papers to the END OF PROMOS!
Oh blimey!

Been mugging non-stop from last wednesday till this wednesday. I swear those days were the most tedious days of my life. History, Geog, Econs, Maths, they all are major energy-sappers man.
Sleepover at Joanna's on thursday after one day of slacking at TM, and sorry thickness, I totally forgot about our overnight studying session.. Tried studying geog again yesterday at hoong's but fell asleep. -.-

Okay maybe cos I crashed one subject in one day. Try term 1 to term 3's worth of maths crammed into one day.

Did really terribly obviously, so the only thing I can do right now is pray for a miracle.
I mean, I studied 10% of what I'm doing now during my O's, and I still managed to come to a JC.


Another miracle pleeeeaaasee?

Oh and I bit my tongue again. Bled again. I think my tongue too long, seriously.

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Take it like an ecstasy
Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 11:23 PM

THURSDAY 21ST MAY



Last day of MYE!
So we went to Swensens to celebrate. Girls only. (:
Cos the stupid boys went to play soccer. Sigh. Anyway, IM BROKE, BROKE BROKE, UGH! Who wanna donate some $$ to moi?


I make you happy by showing you pics kayyy, now treat me to my lunches and dinners.
Nawh, kidding.

















And it rained that evening. The happy kind of rain when I'm snug and content at home.

Eh, I got so few pics cos my batt ran low and yeah.. The rest of the pics with Bijal I think. HAHA and I still got a lot of blogging to do! AHH. Baby steps alright.
Going out with Dewaine darling again tomorrowwwww. (:

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I be fly as feathers
@ 10:36 PM

WEDNESDAY 20th MAY.


SEE?
All mugging for history MYE!



No one gave a damn about maths.
Okay maybe that's only me lah, and I think I'm gonna either
1. Get a warning letter for bad learning attitude, or
2. Sent for counselling.

Well..I can imagine my marker writhing in his seat, then stretching out a trembling hand to wipe the sweat off his forehead, then reaching out to press each excruciating number of my CT. Or my parent.

Cos my answers were hell. I didn't write numbers. I did my maths paper in English. THEN, I slept. Oh, one question: Why do teachers bother waking students up?


Followed Joanna to the police station to file her report, then
WENT BACK TO SAC AFTERRRRRRRRRRR!!
LIKE OMG.

It was like going home after migrating to another country. Well, that feeling..you know..
*tears well up in eyes*

OH WELL, pictures up on facebook! (none with teachers cos that day they all had meeting. -.-)



And procrastination leads to all kinds of silly things. You see my geog lecture book? HA.


I see you smile. And I'm kinda relieved. (:

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Abstract lines and rigid curves
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 9:03 PM

I'm back to normal, btw.
HAHA.



Yeahh, so, what did I do recently.. well, I know study isn't one. LOL.
Met Dewaine at Eastpoint on Sat. Was it? Uhh, anyway, bought KFC takeaway and camped at the top floor. Got chased away by the darn security guard. Like, twice. Cos the first time we just pretended to move. I defied the doc again by eating icecream. Ahh, sinful. The atroscities I'm doing to my bodyyyyy.



Anyway, today was Chinese and GP MYE. Ugh, Idk why I am so stony whenever I do chinese. I take my own sweetest time and I always have time to spare/ to sleep. Woooo.


GP essay was pretty crap, and the compre passage.. well, was alright.
Except that paragraph 5 was pretty disturbing. Disturbing for a 16 year-old. A 16 year old girl living in a relatively conservative society.
Ahh, 'garden shears' was just excruciating.

Practically everyone was talking about the passage after the exam. Wooooo, new controversial topic of the school!


Ate pasta mania AAAANDDDDD Long John's today.
OMG.







Hafta study econs now!!!
E for Econs!
eeeeeeeyuck for econs.
E for Exciting!

Now I found the motivational link. (But then again, read between the lines. Literally.)
Gawsshh, I'm lame ttm.

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One way.
Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 11:48 AM

Right, ignore all the emotional, touchy feely posts.

But now I've thought it out, I've got no excuse to not sit and start studying for my MYE.

"Set your priorities", someone always tells me.
And I think, priorities. Life. What's most important in my life? What determines life for me?


Just ask around. Ask people what life means to them.
See if anyone says 'Exams'.



ALRIGHT, STOP DIGRESSING AND PROCRASTINATING, CONSTANCE.


FOCUS.

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Surprise!! or maybe not
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 5:24 PM

OOOO guess what today is!




Last day of GCE 'O' Level Examinations!
It's over!
YATAH!



If you actually pictured me being so so excited, I cannot tell you how wrong you are.

I'm not excited or happy to be free and all that.
No, I'm not, and I'm being completely honest about this 'abnormality' of mine.

Maybe it's cos life before and after O's isn't much of a contrast to me.
I play before O's,
I play after O's.
I eat before O's,
I eat after O's.
I sleep before O's,
I sleep after O's.
I go out with friends before O's,
I go out with friends after O's.

Tell me, how much difference is there?

Not that I'm entirely indifferent, it's just.... well okay, maybe I play a little more, eat a little more (cos I'm more or less done with the throat infection), I go out more with friends after O's ( which starts now), but...
fine, maybe there's a teeeeny weeeny bit of joy in knowing that O's are over.
:)


Mm, I wouldn't say I actually did whats called study, but hey, I touched my physics TYS!!
And I've bonded with my tv more than I've ever had for the past weeks, especially when your medication leaves your head all dotty and heavy ( I know! Perfect excuse for not studying right?!). Besides that, I watched some shows on Youtube too. :)

And I know, for the past two weeks I've been very snappy on MSN and all that, but that was cos I was sick and feeling crappy.



OHOH, guess what today also is!
(Yea, again).




The day that I break all the food taboo of throat infection and eat
1. Deep-fried stuff (Old Chang Kee was in-my-face, okay?)
2. Chocolatey stuff. -Koko Krunch+Cookie Crisp+ milk at SLeong's house,
- That one piece of Toblerone.
3. Spicy stuff? I'm eating this...spicy and sweet cuttlefish thingy..

I haven't fully recovered from the infection yet but one week and one day is the max I can control. Besides, you think I'm the sort who cares?
*smiles*


Anyway, to 'celebrate' the last day for me, SLeong, Alina, Dewaine and I went to the gym! To fool around, mostly. But dewaine was pretty serious in running, lol.
And we shared the gym with this woman and her instructor. She, works out with such enthusiasm. "Uurrgggghh, no moore, no moooorrre!"
ROFL.


Alina went back then the rest of us went up to the house for spaghetti (I tasted the sugar in the sauce, lol) then searched for a job.
YEEAAAP, A JOB!




But to no avail lah.

And omg, you should've seen our 'resume'; Hello, my friends and I (4 people) are...........
We are 16 year olds, attractive, ................
ATTRACTIVE! S.Leong came up with that, I swear.

Then created a facebook acc with SLeong's brother's email ( haha, exploitation) for the sake of seeing _______'s profile. I KNOW! SO SLY RIGHT?! I chose the profile pic somemore! It's this random pretty girl who's photo we stole from www.bebo.com
That site has lotsa awesome asian girls, serious.

We were already about to go when we started looking at SLeong's closet and yea.. got very distracted..
Sarah Leong! Let me buy your hoodie at $35$30 lah! Friend friend eh? :D

HAHA omg, and and, I know who to get if you want an imitation SACSS VP. Or a model for a maid agency. Clothes included. You just need one more person's approval.
HAHAHA, inside joke. of which I ROFLMAOOL-ed so bad.

Yea so, finally went home and saw my mum's friend in the bus. So lame. I was like half-asleep already lah.

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D:
Sunday, November 02, 2008 @ 4:48 PM

I just took my temperature and it's 37.7degC. Slight fever.
Better not get worse cos there's still three more O' level papers to go..

:(
Better not be dengue also, cos I got like idk-how many mozzie bites.
GAH.

Edited/

Ok, it rose to 39.6 degC then down to 38.2degC then now its back up at 39.4degC.
And with my temples throbbing like mad, I can't move as easily anymore. Ahh, maybe that's how old people feel when they're..really really old.
And try doing a GCE O level Social Studies paper in that state. PHYSICAL, MENTAL TORMENT.
Pfft.

Thankfully God was kind enough to let traffic flow in Singapore come out as an SEQ qn. cos out of 9 long chapters, I only studied twoandahalf.
Didn't finish, but nevermind. I just wanna recover before wednesday cos Thursday's the Geog paper.
2008 is a very bad year.. :(
And I hate how mostly bad dreams come true for me.

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I want nobody, nobody but you (A1)
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @ 3:50 PM

I know you can't click on the picture from the previous post but don't worry; it's not important anyway.

FOUR MORE PAPERS TO GO!! (I think).

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Sublime
Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 5:50 PM

Ahh, half of the entire O's papers DONE!
And, today was E.Maths then A.Maths.

E.Maths was rather okay... but A.Maths...HAHA, so much for thinking I can work miracles.

I stopped doing the paper like an hour before it ended, so I started doodling on my question paper and I wrote one 'essay' on the given writing paper.

You can either click on it to view it larger, or you can squint at it as it is. Like if you are some masochist.


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Like, many many more
Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 4:44 PM

I'm so getting A1 for all my subjects (maybe except A.Maths).


Note:
This is a motivational practice.

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Stuff your little faces
Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 2:31 PM

Right now in front of me, I've got two plates.

One contains mee pok, the other is full of deepfried potato wedges and chicken fillet.

Let's see if i'll ever get fat living on such a frivolous diet.



Anyway, today was Phy/Chem practicals.
Went to Drama Room (which is so disgusting now that their imitation of the Black Box has utterly failed) and sat with Elizabeth since the clique hasn't come yet. Accompanied her to the toilet and we heard the shower head going off at full blast, and soap suds flowing out of that one cubicle.
I admire that person for bathing in the school toilet voluntarily cos it is never a pleasant affair doing it. Trust me, I've bathed in there during camps and I absolutely hate it.


Two women ( or girls) reported to the Drama Room as well and at first we were like o.O who are they...
Turns out they were private candidates and one of them was wearing this.. tinymini skirt that was just enough to cover her butt.
I was wondering how she would do the practicals in that, and how she was allowed to wear that and walk into a convent school like ours where our school skirts had to at least touch our knees.
I wonder what Ms.D.Tan was thinking when she saw that skirt. HAHA omg, probably young ladies these days have no sense of decency.. Sigh. God, please bless these girls....blahblahblah.


Practicals were pretty screwed for the Chem part cos well...apparently the gas tested was supposed to be Oxygen. BUT!! I swear with my life that my glowing splint was extinguished. Only hydrogen or carbon dioxide could have done that. And I assure you that it was not an err on my part cos I put the bloddy splint there at different time intervals of heating and ALL WERE EXTINGUISHED. A suspicious unanimity there, huh.
Which was why when I saw Annalisa at the school gate we started ranting all about it and how practicals should be abolished considering how results always vary and such, inflicting direct damage (I'm not exaggerating) on a student's marks.

I hate practicals.
So so much.

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Dont interupt.
Thursday, May 08, 2008 @ 5:56 PM


A.maths paper today ws ridiculous. You should've expected.
I wrote my name, looked briefly through each question, wrote whatever crap i could dig from my brain, slept.

I slept pretty well, i guess. Until an hour and 15 mins after the start of the paper, Mrs Chong came and tapped me and went like hmm..? I was like oh crap =.=

Then i stoned, tried sleeping again but couldnt, doodled, thought really seriously how i wanna paint my room when i get to; like what abstract pic i wanna paint on one section of my wall.

Sheesh. Next time, i should just write one big big sign saying Please Do Not Disturb. Thank you very much. To ensure uninterupted sleep which i only managed to enjoy yesterday.

Wainted for dewaine, sarah and alina to finish bio paper then walked to tanah merah again. Went to eastpoint, bought two freaking expensive pieces of bread for like $3 then went to dewaine's house.


Tomorrow, i wont be online at all. BUSY LIKE HELL. Busy in a good way, though. =D

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i saved a tree today.
Wednesday, May 07, 2008 @ 1:11 PM

Today was Physics then amaths paper 1.
Physics was..fine. [Not really but im tryna be positive.]
A.maths; was like sleeping time for me. Spent 20 mins attempting qns i found crap to write on, then i slept all the way.
They gave us a dozen sheets of paper and i had 10 left, blank. Well, at least i saved a tree right? =D
Oh and i slept till i even dreamt of stuff. xD But i woke up 20 mins before the exam ended and didnt really dare to sleep anymore in case i cannot wake up..and someone would have to tap me...that'd be hell embarrassing.

Ok, only amaths paper 2 and phy/chem paper3 left. A.maths tmr...2 and a half hours of sleep..maybe tonight i can afford to sleep late.
And i shall pray everyone can come to Alex's party.

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orals
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 6:04 PM


today was damn stress. haha. first thing in the morning , met mrs boo in the lift, she asked me some questions and all that. i bet i must have like acted too 'guai' or smth. it seems to unconvincing myself. as in me saying im going to school early just to study and all that. oh well. she went like "thats interesting" LOL. means she knows im lying alr. HAHA. ok. nvm.


standard test was on emaths. strangely, i knew how to do most of it. im not confident of getting an A though..oh yeaa..got back emaths test on standard deviation. yeaa..the one i didnt get to complete cos of my urgent need to excuse myself to the ladies.heyy,i was trying my best to shuckitalluplikeaman already ok? AMAZINGLY, i got 11/15. =O am i just lucky or born lucky? haha


then later was amaths test. i, obviously, am sooooo gonna fail. it was so obvious i gave up on the paper. how? when you see me lying face-flat on the table, with my pen still in my hand, even a no-brainer can tell. oh. then i decided t just like stone. and its like when you stone, you dont realise what your are actually staring at. it happened that mr poh was walking the row, and he suddenly banged my table so damn hard. i got a slight shock and realised, i had been 'staring' at joanna's paper. no wonder.


Had english, then geog when muimui was being ever-so-lame. after school, we rushed to get a quick bite at the canteen then went to waiting room for orals. everyone was getting freaked over it. i mean..its just an internal exam. i dont get the biggie.


Orals sucked tho. first, i tripped over the ermm..well, you know how the classroom is on a slightly higher platform than the corridor, yeaa..i tripped over that. goodnessgracious. thankfully no one said anything. Second, i think for my convo, mrs chong was tryna say i got out of point. ==" oh. and my reading, a lot of words were like greek. so yeaa..i can only hope right now.


Was done, waited for dewaine and desiree, claimed handphone from G.O. then went desiree's house, did stuff, then went to reservoir to walk. haha. supposed to run ok?
dewaine wanted to see 'handsomes'. so like yeaa.. anyway, im happy we still got to go although aaron and alger couldnt come. i mean, it doesnt make a diff what. does it? [no it doesnt. =)]

walked home. the end.
hahahaha.

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narcissist
Friday, March 07, 2008 @ 8:05 PM

HEY! THATS MY CAR!
i bet dewaine will go HEY! MY POINTE! NICE?! [nah its not hers]
my drawing for dewaine [no i aint that girly, btw] MONDAY, CHINESE MYE EXAM.
oh yeaa..i completely forgot about the exam. lol. and everyone fusses over it.[i didnt even remember there was an exam at all on sunday night till dewaine called me.] oh well. wasnt that bad. its not like i can do anything for it anyway. the freaking new format is so..unpredictable and kinda unreliable if you get what i mean. so you can only do well if your chinese is genuinely good.
oh. i was sitting right at the back of the hall this time. teachers so noisy. tsk. should have stared at them. but then again i was already too sucked-up in the paper to bother. halfway during the paper i felt something lightly hit my back. it was some blue thing. some ribbon. some long long thing that distracted me from that paper. i dont know where that came from. maybe it just fell from the sky. some teacher immediately came and took it away from me. LOL. anyway..
i guess that was it. oh gosh. this post is so frgmented.


jumping on to today..
ok. didnt really do much today, highlight of schooltime was actually english. why? cos of ms tan. [why is it alwasy the nice people who got to leave?!]dammit. im a maaann. shuckitallup. no. i dont mean pee this time.

so yeaa..she let us see the pics she took that day [which happened to be the day i had really bad hair and i freaking let it down somemore] and yeaa..she passed the cd with all the pics to vanisha, and oh great. now the whole class has my freaking unglam candid pic. zoom on my face somemore. the whole class was like "woahhhh!! constance!! copy answer from dewaine!" cos in that pic we were supposed to do our work then she took our candid pics lah. tsk. then i was just happening to look over at dewaine's work with that no-emotion but nonetheless UNGLAM face.
finee...
--ms tan's 'speech' was scary..no. not only that shes leaving us. its like..well, she said something like this "its when you go overseas, you lose touch with your friends, then when you come back, you reconnect." and all that kinda stuff.and i only think about going. not about the coming back. i never really thought about that..like what the people in sg are gonna feel when i leave. and its most likely im going without my family.oh well, i guess im too much of the take-things-one-at-a-time person.--

after, geog tutorial. DAMMIT. i actually forgot to bring the newly given worksheet to class, so the smart constance acted blur [complete with the blur face] and went "ms lim, i dont have that paper.." and "i dont remember having it."


and yes. that actually got me through. LOL. that really works. ACT BLUR. oh well.



after that, went desiree's house, stole her house food, then went running with dewaine. my stamina damn bad. =="
played a bit at the playground, acted dumb etc. etc. you shouldnt have seen us.

saw this rollerblading pro. stupid. so pro for what? never volunteer to teach us?! tsk. i wanna be that pro. >=[ i can only do basic rollerblading. not up to the 'doing stunts' level. =(



oh well. thats it for today i guess.oh! bumped into this indian boy, then i think he swore. WHATEVER. his fault. i swear.

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Pri school kids...*sigh*
Sunday, October 14, 2007 @ 8:13 PM

Ok..im gonna blog excessively now cos of the super long interval (march) haha.

Right..so that day i was walking to the festival court for morning assembly before physics/chem mcq exam[last day] and i saw natasha at the sunken foyer so i stopped and smiled at her, intending to say something to her..so yea..i was just standing there.

Then this primary school kid from next door[sacps] suddenly ran right into me..i was like omg.
But actually she was kinda small and cute. But i dont like it when they have this look like they're gonna cry and she seriously had it when she looked up at me ok? Oh my gosh..i felt like some bully or something.

So well, its embarrassing but i apologised before she could actually cry there and then and i escaped to the festival court.
Phew..thank goodness she didnt cry man, or else people would think why i bully a small girl smaller than me..haha

Oh..and im not expecting to do well for this year's exams cos i didnt study. toot! yea..so shoot me.

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Can't get the feeling...
Thursday, October 12, 2006 @ 11:50 AM



Its already the end of exams but i still can't get the excited feeling i used to get when exams were over last time...maybe its the streaming..maybe its post-exam stress(watever that is)..maybe im just too tired..or maybe i haven't started serious playing yet. i just feel its irritating when i dunno what's wrong with myself.i think i was happier in the exam period than now. Perhaps there were no distractions then..
Anyway, im slowly adjusting back to my not-so-disciplined life like what it was a week before the exams-when i was not even bothered by exams or anything stupid related to school,besides homework. Im just trying to make myself think im not in the mood cuz im tired..but i can't fall asleep..
At least i still have a promised reward. My mum promised to buy Diner Dash 2 for me so i can 'de-stress' from the 'post-exam stress'.. Haha.hope i can get into 3/6 or 3/8!

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