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I can see you but I can't feel you
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 11:51 PM

Ignore the previous post.

Just erratic physical/ emotional behaviour of my heart.
Well actually it was physical, with emotional causes. It was like, an undescribable kind of gravity surrounding it, heavy yet light, a mysterious, inexplicable tension.

I don't know.
I don't even know why I felt that.

But whatever it was, whatever the cause, I felt it again today.




Anyway, yesterday was school again, for LaoCai meeting.
Found out our groupings, but sorry YY and Jovan, I didn't manage to catch yours. I did manage to find out the people in Nic's though. COS HE'S IN MY GROUP, YAY. Someone I know, at least.

But the other people in my group are awesome too! 3 girls and 3 guys, including me. HAHA I got 2 girlfriends for the trip, yay. I don't know the other girl, though. She didn't come.


Aight, so, we played a couple of ice-breakers, and I spazzed a lot when it came to the Husband and Wife game. My reflexes too quick uh. Until I got mistaken for a touch rugger, LOL.

Then the bloddy concentration game. My brain has some kinda natural repulsion with numbers. So I lost like trice and had to do a forfeit. Had to ask a random guy in the school for his number, and make him write it on my hand.

Bloddy hell, I got my first rejection.
I had to go:
"Hi, I think you're cute, can I have your number?"
And he asked if I was serious. And he laughed. And his friends laughed. And THEN,
"Can I say no?"

I felt like swearing. Gawsshhh, first time ask people for number and get rejected! But anyway he scribbled a fake one in the end uh. And after asking, I realised he looked damn familiar. He was from soccer and I think he was the one who gave Nic and I the evilgrins in the bus that night.
Shit.
Soccer boy.
One soccer boy knows one thing, the whole team knows.
Oh my gawsshh, what thepoop did I get myself into?


Ahh but it was quite a funny experience. LOL.





Today was movie marathon at Jovan's house! Horror movies/ thrillers, to be exact. TEE HEE.
Pretty much a last-minute decision, so it was just YY, Jovan, VanT and I. Watched Cry Wolf, Halloween, and Dance of the Dead.

Cry Wolf got me a bit lost, but it was pretty cool. 3/5 stars. :D

Halloween was all gore, violence, a bit of sex (where YY and I hid under Jovan's tweety bird blanket cos we are innocent kiddos). Intriguing psychopath plot though. I remembered the ending man! Watched it when switching channels on cable tv. Probably was the censored version though.. idk.. hard to tell from the last 5 mins. 4/5 stars.
For the thrill.

Dance of the Dead was just shitass lame but with a couple of redeeming scenes. Horror comedy, what can I expect? Oh well, 2.5/ 5 stars.

Watched the first 5 mins of Dawn of the Dead too, but they wanted to change movie, so didn't continue.



Attempted to study but hell, I have absolutely no discipline. Ugh. Unproductive!!
I seriously think, how the eff am I gonna go through JC like this..

The guys went to play a bit of bball, ate macs, then they cabbed to AMK, then YY and I to hougang and I took the bus home.


I hate long bus rides alone.
There'll always be a point where I'll start feeling that funny thing with my heart again and start tearing and looking like I just broke up or something.

No idea what's wrong with me these days.
I don't even have a crush. Goodness. Screw those chemicals in my body.

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