Please don't ask me about why and what happened to cause the previous post. Getting your attention and making you question me wasn't my intention for posting it in the first place.

But thanks guys, I really appreciate your concern. (:
I might tell you guys about it when I feel like it. I really will if I do feel like it so please don't ask anymore.

Just to clarify, 'school' in any post refers to CCA, my GCE (global classroom exprience if you were wondering), remedials, and schoolwork, of course. And I'm pretty much a moody bitch cos I'm sleep-deprived. On an average night, I get 4 hours of sleep.

And well, school also encompasses a large part of my social life. Almost all of it, actually. Cos I haven't got any chance to go beyond that. Too busy. I'm neglecting my friends, I'm neglecting a whole lot of other things and I can never get my priorities right.
And there are times I feel so helplessly ostentatious. I don't want to. I came to JC with the pure intention of making good friends, and to get my Alevel cert. I guess I got way more than I bargained for.
Trouble comes non-stop, the kind I didn't get in SAC, and truth is, I can't do aything about it. I wanna be a guy, and I wanna be gay.
From here, I do not wish to elaborate.


I just know that I'm starting to lose myself. It's a scary feeling. Like falling into an abyss and not knowing where I would land. I know almost everyone goes through this stage in their life.
But if this is what growing up is about, I wanna stay as a kid.


If you see me with a bandage on my hand tmr, it's not a fracture. Don't fret. Just a rather big abrasion from flying off my bike downhill on a rocky slope.

Please don't ask me about why and what happened to cause the previous post. Getting your attention and making you question me wasn't my intention for posting it in the first place.

But thanks guys, I really appreciate your concern. (:
I might tell you guys about it when I feel like it. I really will if I do feel like it so please don't ask anymore.

Just to clarify, 'school' in any post refers to CCA, my GCE (global classroom exprience if you were wondering), remedials, and schoolwork, of course. And I'm pretty much a moody bitch cos I'm sleep-deprived. On an average night, I get 4 hours of sleep.

And well, school also encompasses a large part of my social life. Almost all of it, actually. Cos I haven't got any chance to go beyond that. Too busy. I'm neglecting my friends, I'm neglecting a whole lot of other things and I can never get my priorities right.
And there are times I feel so helplessly ostentatious. I don't want to. I came to JC with the pure intention of making good friends, and to get my Alevel cert. I guess I got way more than I bargained for.
Trouble comes non-stop, the kind I didn't get in SAC, and truth is, I can't do aything about it. I wanna be a guy, and I wanna be gay.
From here, I do not wish to elaborate.


I just know that I'm starting to lose myself. It's a scary feeling. Like falling into an abyss and not knowing where I would land. I know almost everyone goes through this stage in their life.
But if this is what growing up is about, I wanna stay as a kid.


If you see me with a bandage on my hand tmr, it's not a fracture. Don't fret. Just a rather big abrasion from flying off my bike downhill on a rocky slope.