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The revealing obscurity.
Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 5:15 PM

Y'know, I'd intended on so many happy [or well, relatively happy] stuff to blog about but this one spoiler has gotta be the biggest i've ever faced in my 15 years. Or so that i can remember of.


Spoiler #1:
This isn't the spoiler mentioned above.
Just that today was supposed to be celebrating Racial Harmony day and we were at the climax of the celebrations when we were stopped cos we had to go to class for lessons.
I know, i know, this isn't much and there are always those unforeseen circumstances.
This one didn't affect me much as an individual.


Spoiler #2 a.k.a. that fat spoiler i was saying right at the top of this post.
Okay, maybe it's not considered a spoiler. Maybe something HELL MORE SEVERE.

Well apparently there's gonna be a lot of hidden stuff that outsiders wont understand so yea. Anyway if everything i wrote was so easy to comprehend i think i'd get sued already.
SO PLEASE GO AWAY. IM RANTING ON MY OWN. IT'S PROB GONNA BE VERY INCOHERENT.

Kay anyway to that special someone; I feel that what you did in class today was very....unethical.
Seriously, your biasness is overly blatant and I hate the way you make my classmates and i look like idiots cos you call us to answer your question and we provide an unsatisfactory answer. Of course, within the two classes we are presumely the less competent ones but that doesn't give you a goodenough excuse to treat us this way. I mean; just look; who are the ones you always call in class? 4/7ers. Who are the ones always failing in tests [that you mark/grade]? 4/7ers. It's just too apparent. There's a reason why these two classes are combined--cos we are of comparable ability. That completely refutes your view that we are that below your expectations. Sorry, it's just rather ridiculous to me.

Of course, many of us have been assuming based on our own sense of logic and instinct that you are biased. An assumption. Not a proven conclusion. We've been silently procrastinating amongst ourselves and not daring to make a loud protest or anything of that sort. After all, we all know who's of higher authority. We are sensible enough to realise our limitations however juvenile you may think we are.

I just feel that what you did today really made me reach the peak of my tolerance level.

This ain't a game. This is no game of 'Survival'. If it must be a game then it is the game of our GCE O' levels. So doing such an activity really makes me doubt your professionalism. What voting out? In all my years of education, i've never seen or heard of voting girls out of class. You claim this would be fair to those who contribute in class and we should all just be like Stalin and abandon our friendship and vote the 'sponges' outta class for our own good.
I can't help but feel you are indirectly using us to relieve your work burden with fewer students and hence you do so by sowing discord amongst us by voting our friends out?
What the fuck?

I think this is a bloddy valid situation whereby it's understandable for me to swear.

All in all, TYVM for making me betray my morals today. A double take at that.
Thank you very much. Seriously. I've never felt closer to hell.

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