This is rant #3 for this week.
Once again, you are advised not to read it.

Kay...so today was the day.
Voting-out day.
This morning was hell dark and wet. An omen, prob.
Outta the 5, 3 were my friends.
And yea, i totally hate myself [tho not entirely] for not standing up for them.
Apparently i didn't have scripted words to say, and i hate that little voice which keeps pulling me back.
"Just say what you said in your blog!"
yes, i was told.
Stage fright, prob. Like hell yeah, drama girls have it too.

Except this is reality for you. Not a drama performance.

In a play you just gotta say what you are expected to say, put on whatever expressions that match. No consequences. At the most you'll get slammed for being a sucky actress. That's all. You can still get on with your life; without acting.

Not like there were any severe consequences today; i dont even know what was stopping me, why i hesitated.
So all i did was look at her with defiant eyes and smirk at her impeccable cover-up.

Yeah, Constance NATO one. NoActionTalkOnly.


And I promise myself this is the last rant.

Labels: schooly mooly

This is rant #3 for this week.
Once again, you are advised not to read it.

Kay...so today was the day.
Voting-out day.
This morning was hell dark and wet. An omen, prob.
Outta the 5, 3 were my friends.
And yea, i totally hate myself [tho not entirely] for not standing up for them.
Apparently i didn't have scripted words to say, and i hate that little voice which keeps pulling me back.
"Just say what you said in your blog!"
yes, i was told.
Stage fright, prob. Like hell yeah, drama girls have it too.

Except this is reality for you. Not a drama performance.

In a play you just gotta say what you are expected to say, put on whatever expressions that match. No consequences. At the most you'll get slammed for being a sucky actress. That's all. You can still get on with your life; without acting.

Not like there were any severe consequences today; i dont even know what was stopping me, why i hesitated.
So all i did was look at her with defiant eyes and smirk at her impeccable cover-up.

Yeah, Constance NATO one. NoActionTalkOnly.


And I promise myself this is the last rant.

Labels: schooly mooly