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Timeless paradox
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 8:10 PM

Im back and all i got was an appointment card.
Anyway, my appointment date is on 8th Aug. [08/08/08!]
I THINK ITS VAIR COOL.

Cos;
1. The triple 8 thingy. Like how 2 years ago it was [06/06/06]<--not so good.
2. 8 has been my index no. in class for 4 years.
3. Well, the chinese believe its lucky. I believe im lucky enough without any old number.
4. While im doing my teeth, MANY PEOPLE WILL BE GETTING MARRIED. =D
5. OLYMPICS!
6. Gathering at Belinda's house over at Adelaide. [I'll be...spiritually there.]

My teeth are so honoured.

Ordinary, exordinary, extraordinary; tell me what you are.
@ 2:44 PM


Well, yesterday was prelims, english orals. Gah, read 30 pages of Memoirs of a Geisha and still had time to stone after. Okay, not really stoning. Here's pretty much an exaggeration [but somewhat true] quote from the book that kinda reflected how i felt.


"I couldn't hear their voices any longer; for in my ears I heard a sound like a bird's wings flapping in panic. Perhaps it was my heart, I don't know. But if you've ever seen a bird trapped inside the great hall of a temple, looking for some way out, well, that was how my mind was reacting."


Yea, I couldn't hear Ms K. very well. Neither could she, i could tell. But i guess it went rather well.


Today, i was like a second away from being late for school but not like i really bother anymore. If there's a once, there'd be subsequent times. So you can totally guess how many pink slips i have collected this year. LOL OMG i remember sometime this year this girl was crying cos she was late. LOL!! I thought like...something happened to her pet dog or something. Yea, I'd be the one crying if a car ran over my dog [although it's non-existant. For now.]


PE, we played this thingy. I dno what exactly, but it was like this baseball glove, and the..ball. Duh. Anyway, the glove was like so friggin big. My fingertips didn't even reach high enough to be able to 'kiap' the ball. Mr P. wasn't convinced. He said his fingers were short too but he can do it. Wth, nvm.


CMECS, this guy came to talk about test anxiety.

-Girls are much more prone to it.

-There was this girl who got molested in the lift and she started self-mutilating.

Madness. He asked her not to retaliate and she didn't? What's her leg for? Kick there lah! Okay, easy said than done.

Anyway, he started saying how we should have mental distractions to curb test anxiety. But im reverse. I dont have test anxiety at all. I've got A.D.D. so why do i need him to tell me to get further distracted? He ought to teach me what anxiety is; how i should make myself reach the healthy level of anxiety so i can actually sit and do my homework/revise.


Oh yea, and i'd never cut my wrist cos a stranger touched me. I dont see how it helps besides giving me more pain. I got flashed to before and i just walked away.[I think he was masturbating..?] Like whateverrr. That bangala must've felt so sore when i ignored him. Oops, i hurt his ego.

And i dno why i didnt tell the police. I was only sec1. And no, I'm so unaffected not cos i've seen the male anatomy before. That was my first time but hell, I like to act rationally.


I WANNA LEARN TAE KWON DO. So i can kickass. *grins*


Physics, dewaine confessed again to Mr Q. then he asked her "Do you know you're taking your O's this year?"
LOL i guess he took it the wrong way.

And Tricia gave me a shock can. Suddenly shout for me, the physics rep. I thought i was the most inconspicuous rep a rep can be. Unexpectedly, people knew.
FINALLY, Mr Q wants me to do something for him.


Assembly, these two people from Poland came to talk about spreading the Good News. They were erm..intimidatingly enthusiastic. But thats good, i suppose.
So i didnt really catch what they said but i they were talking about God's love. Oh, i shall do an inpromptu poem. WOOOO HAHA.

Love is a lollipop; it makes people happy.
Love is a tree; it only expects to give.
Love is a train without brakes; it's unstoppable.
Love is air; we don't see it but it's always there.

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A face in the crowd; easily forgotten
Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 10:10 AM


I can't believe i didn't touch the comp at all yesterday. Erm, well, i only meant not touching MY comp. So technically, i did touch a computer.

Okay, whateverrr.


Anyway, thursday was so bad. In a way that i didn't do ANY homework.
Friday was bad too. No mood for class, seriously.
AND YES YES YES, IT DOES RAIN WHENEVER WE HAVE GEOG.

After school, dewaine went to my house, i changed, then went to her house.

Nothing much happened. Only that we were in her parents' bathroom when her father came home and dewaine got a shock and i undoubtedly got scared too. So i did a classic moment of hiding at the bathtub. I felt like some fugitive LOL.


K anyway, we all met like an hour later. And i realised i'd always spend at least $2 when i go to that area just outside the cityhall mrt station. On donations. I swear, always got people go there and ask for donations.


Met YS and Van, then attempted to walk to VCH. Then met Liz, Elysebeth, WY and they said we were walking the wrong way. =.=

AFTER WALKING SO MUCH!

Well actually both of us were right in a way. Cos there are diff ways to go to VCH but nevermindd.



We thought we were late but we still had to wait quite a while for the concert to start.
At first i had a really good view. Until...

1. This fat guy shifted to his right, thus blocking the bottom of the stage with his..spiky hair. But i could still see everything.
2. THIS PERSON! I shant mention his/her name since its isnt his/her fault that he/she had such...high hair. But thanks a lot for blocking the right side of the stage for me. *rolls eyes*

Obviously i got indignant cos i paid my $20 for it.
Not a lot but stillll..


BUT YEAH, THE CONCERT WAS GREEEAAATT.
=D

ILY, all the indian dancers in 4/7.
hahaha


After the concert we were supposed to get supper but shops were kinda closed/ crowded.
So yea, we went home instead.


The night was fraught with many unforeseen dangers. The sinister shadows....
Alas! I was left unscathed from thy fearsome night.

Lol, sorry, i was just acting dramatic.

Anyway, i dropped off at tanah merah and its damn ulu at night. And i had to walk so far. Over the hill and far away.


OH. Im supposed to go to amaths tutorial. Angela just called. HAHA im not going. Im going out later.

Oh yeah, sorry uh, forgot to take pictures yesterday. So wasted, i know.


Just an inexplicable irrationality.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 3:15 PM

This is rant #3 for this week.
Once again, you are advised not to read it.

Kay...so today was the day.
Voting-out day.
This morning was hell dark and wet. An omen, prob.
Outta the 5, 3 were my friends.
And yea, i totally hate myself [tho not entirely] for not standing up for them.
Apparently i didn't have scripted words to say, and i hate that little voice which keeps pulling me back.
"Just say what you said in your blog!"
yes, i was told.
Stage fright, prob. Like hell yeah, drama girls have it too.

Except this is reality for you. Not a drama performance.

In a play you just gotta say what you are expected to say, put on whatever expressions that match. No consequences. At the most you'll get slammed for being a sucky actress. That's all. You can still get on with your life; without acting.

Not like there were any severe consequences today; i dont even know what was stopping me, why i hesitated.
So all i did was look at her with defiant eyes and smirk at her impeccable cover-up.

Yeah, Constance NATO one. NoActionTalkOnly.


And I promise myself this is the last rant.



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The revealing obscurity.
Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 5:15 PM

Y'know, I'd intended on so many happy [or well, relatively happy] stuff to blog about but this one spoiler has gotta be the biggest i've ever faced in my 15 years. Or so that i can remember of.


Spoiler #1:
This isn't the spoiler mentioned above.
Just that today was supposed to be celebrating Racial Harmony day and we were at the climax of the celebrations when we were stopped cos we had to go to class for lessons.
I know, i know, this isn't much and there are always those unforeseen circumstances.
This one didn't affect me much as an individual.


Spoiler #2 a.k.a. that fat spoiler i was saying right at the top of this post.
Okay, maybe it's not considered a spoiler. Maybe something HELL MORE SEVERE.

Well apparently there's gonna be a lot of hidden stuff that outsiders wont understand so yea. Anyway if everything i wrote was so easy to comprehend i think i'd get sued already.
SO PLEASE GO AWAY. IM RANTING ON MY OWN. IT'S PROB GONNA BE VERY INCOHERENT.

Kay anyway to that special someone; I feel that what you did in class today was very....unethical.
Seriously, your biasness is overly blatant and I hate the way you make my classmates and i look like idiots cos you call us to answer your question and we provide an unsatisfactory answer. Of course, within the two classes we are presumely the less competent ones but that doesn't give you a goodenough excuse to treat us this way. I mean; just look; who are the ones you always call in class? 4/7ers. Who are the ones always failing in tests [that you mark/grade]? 4/7ers. It's just too apparent. There's a reason why these two classes are combined--cos we are of comparable ability. That completely refutes your view that we are that below your expectations. Sorry, it's just rather ridiculous to me.

Of course, many of us have been assuming based on our own sense of logic and instinct that you are biased. An assumption. Not a proven conclusion. We've been silently procrastinating amongst ourselves and not daring to make a loud protest or anything of that sort. After all, we all know who's of higher authority. We are sensible enough to realise our limitations however juvenile you may think we are.

I just feel that what you did today really made me reach the peak of my tolerance level.

This ain't a game. This is no game of 'Survival'. If it must be a game then it is the game of our GCE O' levels. So doing such an activity really makes me doubt your professionalism. What voting out? In all my years of education, i've never seen or heard of voting girls out of class. You claim this would be fair to those who contribute in class and we should all just be like Stalin and abandon our friendship and vote the 'sponges' outta class for our own good.
I can't help but feel you are indirectly using us to relieve your work burden with fewer students and hence you do so by sowing discord amongst us by voting our friends out?
What the fuck?

I think this is a bloddy valid situation whereby it's understandable for me to swear.

All in all, TYVM for making me betray my morals today. A double take at that.
Thank you very much. Seriously. I've never felt closer to hell.

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It's like learning to fly
Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 5:18 PM

WOOO IT'S MY 200TH POST!

So, I'll give you random pics i took last night. =D


My camera is cool. Like its owner. =D

I think it's damn cool cos it looks like snow on glass. HAHA

Haha anyway, i got MORE email scams. If they were all true, i think i can be richer than my prime minister [Lee Hsien Loong i think] already.


Okay, my tooth hurts. :/

I dno why but i wanna go to the dentist. I havent gone in like really long.
I think i bit too hard into the pork.


And i know it's so depressing but i gotta go do my overlydue homework.


How i wish it's possible to BUY time.
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 5:33 PM

Hey, just look at these two emails i received this morning, and yesterday;

Email #1:
RED KINGS PROMOTIONS
Scientific Email Internet Programmed.
Your Email Address has been Chosen.

You have been Approved for The Star Prize Of US$2,220,000.00
From Computer Balloting Programme.

*And yea, some draggy paragraphs following.

Email #2:
Dear Winner Following official publication results of the Email electronic on line Sweepstakes organized by the Eurolottory corporation, the Slide circular award and in conjunction with the foundation for the promotion of software products, (F.P.S.), held on the 15th of July 2008, in Brussels Belgium, wherein your electronic email address emerged as one of the online winning emails in the 1st category and therefore attracted a cash award of 1,000.000.00 Euro ( One Million dollars only),We write to officially notify you of this award and to advise you to contact the processing office immediately upon receipt of this message for more information concerning the verification processing and eventual payment of the above prize to you.

*And again, other words of congrats etc.

So all in all, I win like....3 200 000.00 euro dollars?
o__0
Of course i want. I wouldn't even need to care about my O's anymore [the cause of ALLL the stress im facing, and the excuse for teachers to stress us further based on O's, O's, O's.]
Cos 3 million plus is enough to buy me a house and a lambhorgini and a chaffeur and and a lot of clothes.

But then again, this could all be a scam.


Stupid stuff.
All i want is to get a single digit for O's L1R5 and YEA
THAT'S ALL I FRIGGIN WANT.

"The second star to the right" is still dimmer than that one other star.
Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 8:04 PM


What's the diff between 'evoke' and 'invoke'?

Mrs Tay corrected me in class, saying how i should've said evoked instead of invoked.
I'm pretty stubborn when it comes to accepting my errors in english so pardon my fussing over this.

JUST SOMEONE, enlighten me!
HAHA it's ok, actually. I'll check the dict.


TGIFN. [Thank God it's friday night].
But TGIF is so.....inaccurate.
Cos friday means
- waking up to another school day

- it's the end of the school week. So my brain cells are like....depopulating.

- And so, i do stupid things like carrying my bowl to the toilet instead of the table.

- And yea, severe stoning. Like when the girl who says the pledge says at ease and the prayer ministry girl takes over with the sign of the Cross, my fist is still over my heart.
- 3 PERIODS OF GEOG.

- Very very tedious friday timetable which ends class at like 2.20pm.

- Today, yea just today, my stomach muscles ached like hell even though i didn't do anything like situps or whatever. CANNOT LAUGH LOR. Cos so pain. And today, yea just only today, I realised that bowel movements involve your stomach muscles too. Cos i was sitting there and my stomach muscles ached. [No lah, wasnt constipation. Was just...the freaking stomach muscles]

But I love friday nights.
- Cos i can stay up late and not do homework [yet].
=D

Anyway, I've got no more excuse to not do my homework cos I finally bought fullscap pads. That's good and bad. I'm not gonna evaluate anymore cos this isnt SS. [I hate to weigh can.]

And bought bubbletea. For lunch. [WTS, i know! but im not on diet.]

Oh, you know what?

I think dewaine and i are lucky stars.
Everytime we enter a shop [with initially no business], a while after we go in customers start streaming in.

COOL RIGHT?

Cos we two are cool people. [Let's just ignore the fact that my body temp is constantly hot.]
I mean; even our bdays are cool.
"We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!"
THERE! so easy to remember too.


P.s. I still love you HAHA kidding, i meant to say i hate Audi now. Level 11 sucks.

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Addiction leads to procrastination
Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 2:42 PM


You know how most people procrastinate when it comes to doing something?

Ironically, i silently procrastinate when it comes to blogging; I shan't deny.
But then again, it kinda makes sense why im even blogging. No, im not addicted to blogging [what i first thought] ; Im addicted to memories. It's something i'd wanna hold on to even till the day I have senile dementia or whatever.
Bloddy cliche, I know.

And yea, this blog isnt really for strangers to read. it's meant to be rather low-profile. So i'd appreciate it if you actually ASK me for permission if you decide to put my link on some site that has moderately high traffic.


Okay, back to actual blogging.

It's thursday and i've been out twice already. For no purpose at all somemore.
NO MONEY NO MONEY.
DON'T ASK ME OUT; ANYONE. Unless you're volunteering to pay for everything for me.
HAHA.


I'm starting to get lost in A.Maths again. =[

And my chinese LC was SUCKY. I never had such a sucky LC mark. Like what the hell?! 3 WRONGGG! I shall choose to blame 92.4 cos their songs completely hypnotised me and i nearly fell asleep before the exam. I say; that's a valid excuse.
And you can't blame me for not listening to classical music and listening to RnB most of the time.

Today's PE was sprinting with sarah and dewaine. Havent done that in like years. No kidding.
I keep losing the momentum. It's like you go full force then you gain consciousness of your speed [then get scared] then our inertia pulls back or something and you have that gonna-fall feeling. Then you slow down. Sucks. Im bloddy slow.


OH bio girls got O's SPA today. ALL THE BEST! haha they're prob done already.

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Too much of a tree-lover
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 8:50 PM

Hey, guess what;
I've run out of fullscap paper. As in seriously. I didn't know i used so much so fast.


Imagine this:

Teacher: Where's your homework?
Me: I couldn't do it.
Teacher: Why? Do you need help?
Me: I had no paper.

OMG, that's like...so stupid.

Dream a little dream of....tomorrow.
@ 7:30 PM


Well, apparently, that dream came true.
WTS.

Your love is warmer than the warmest sunshine
Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 6:27 PM


OMGYAY im eating KFC's twisted toasterrrrr
My sister doesnt have.
Serves her right.
Anyway, went to school for amaths today then went to TPJC's open house.

Mmyea, mouth full. Shall edit some other time. =D


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Edited/


Yeap so as i was saying, woke up bloddy early on a saturday for amaths which i think wasn't productive at all.
Something was lacking in the atmosphere i guess.
heck, i'll struggle on my own.

And he freaking gave me a shock yesterday; i was eating the soggy nachos when he suddenly banged the board. What the hell, need he get so engrossed in explaining maths? =.=


Went to TPJC;
First group to target us was this Outdoor Activities thingy.
Omg. Alina was so cute.
Guy: Come see our outdoor *smth smth i dno what* then take picture with us!
Another OA person: *adds on some stuff*
Alina: OK! later. *walks away*
HAHA ok fine maybe not funny to you but funny to dewaine and I. =D

Went to hall, watched performances, and psst, the modern dancers said "sit back, relax and be wowed".
Honestly, I wasn't wowed. Sorry.
OH YEA and i thought this guy was stalking us. HAHA I got my grounds for saying that. I kept seeing him; like at the stairs from the first block, all the way to the hall. Coincidence, maybe. But he looked to suspicious. Like he was tryna seem inconspicuous but yet due to his size [i'm trying to say he's fat lah] and yea. LOL not like he did anything anyway.


And i got another major shock when walking through the corridor.
I was walking, looking to the left, when dewaine suddenly shouted CONSTANCE! DOOR!
That, was shock #1.

Then i turned to face front, and saw this door swinging to almost an inch from my face
so i instinctively stopped.
That, of course, was shock #2.

Saw softball and such CCAs, then i saw this PET bottle rocket thingy. I remembered we once did that in school, and mine freaking flew out of school. Onto the road, i think. Too powerful already.


Tennis, saw Su-An. Lol, she was friends with my sis since pri school, and i was friends with SuJan since pri school too. So she recognised me and this other girl also said "You're Fiona's sister, right?"
.....
I don't know her. So how did she know my sister? How did she know i was my sister's sister? o__0


Shooting club, dewaine said this girl held the gun for so long already but then never saw her shoot at all.
So she said that girl was NATO [no action, talk only]
But that wasn't right; she didnt even say anything anyway.
So i said Not NATO. It's NAPO. [no action, pose only]
No, this isn't supposed to be funny, in case you were wondering.

Theatre Studies; not interested. I don't intend to continue Drama.

We were gonna leave, then the ODAC ppl started bugging us again. They said we could take a pic with them.
We had to say dno how many times that we were going already. Geez.
LOL BUT I THINK I WANNA JOIN.[it's a pre-interest]


Anyway, desiree and angelyn left while the rest of us went to TM.
Bought bubble tea, and omg, within a minute finished the whole thing already. Guess we really were that thirsty.
Ate Pasta Mania. We were seriously making 'optimal use of resources'. <---as quoted from geog lesson, but in different context. As in we were literally pouring the cheese/pepper/ chilli on our pasta. =]


TOYS R'US was so cool. Got the small small balls. Eh no, i dont get why people tend to think wrong. I mean the basketball, soccer ball that kinda ball. Took a few pics with alina and dewaine. Shall wait for vanessa to send me. =D


Oh yea, im officially broke. Once again.


Walked a bit more, then went home feeling damn shagged. Even though the day was still young. Like...probably late lunchtime. Haha, the day started off too early for me, i guess.


GAH gotta go sleep. =]
Almost 11.

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There're pros and cons to an innocent face.
Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 6:44 PM

AYEE I CUT MY HAIR AGAIN.
=DDD

I think i should really really cut my own hair from now.
I trust myself much better than those hairdressers near my house.
*whispers* they all cut so fuglyyyy..

And i realised that i'd cut my hair everytime there's gonna be an exam. haha stress relief, i guess.

Oh yea; i got like a mozzie-bite outbreak again. =[
IM VAIR SAD.
I know, i know, i'm bloddy hot; mozzies can't resist me and so they bite me in the weirdest places ever. [dewaine said that they're attracted to high body temps.]
Like on my freaking eyelid. And on my toe.

Anyway, I'm going to TPJC tomorrowww!! for open house. haha yayy

Oh yea, dewaine and i left the whole whiteboard vandalised with our tictactoes. Lol, nevermind. Shall erase on monday.

Let this not be the last
Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 3:28 PM




Ah, sorry, haven't been blogging.
Busy uh.

Anyway;
Sunday
I kinda forgot. I think i went to my grandparents' house and my cousin came back from China.
Then came home to watch Incredible tales [so not scary] followed by Pushing Daisies [not scary too]. SLEPT.


Monday
Youth Day holiday. While everyone was out [since its holiday; its perfectly rational to.], i was stoning at home. I don't even remember what crap i did. Probably talking all day on msn. Rushed a bit of homework then SLEPT.


Tuesday
Eh....i really can't remember. I only remember CMECS [no dont ask me what the hell that is.] and then we had to think of our good qualities. Then dewaine went like "Huhhh..got so many..which one to choose, HUH?" Lol, and i gave her the actions to accompany it. Next time ask me to show you. HAHA Oh yea and i did a splendid self-portrait on the cover of the worksheet. At least in my opinion, it was good. =]

Physics; I PAID FULL ATTENTION. Yayyy i paid so much attention i didnt even hear samantha calling me. I was looking at my hand for inspiration of the *i dno who's name* left-hand rule. I know i must've looked stupid so so studious but heck. Toot is the new cool; i insist.


Wednesday
I finally broke out of the tuesday nights' curse and woke up. Came to school with a freaking old umbrella my mum gave me just that morning and did geog with dewaine. No, actually only she did. OH and there's this mysterious person who wrote stuff under some people's tables. Like 'HI ___" and "I *heart* boys".

SS then English, where we had graded assignment. I was stoning since i was done already. Then Mrs Tay gave me a shock. Lol i dno why but she wanted to look at my work..? Mmyea anyway I keep forgetting to say this;


I THINK IM UNDERSTANDING INTEGRATION [A.Maths.]
FIRST TIME SINCE INDICES [the first chapter of a.maths since sec3]
I FEEL BLODDY ACCOMPLISHED CAN!?!?!
:D

The slight mention of me understanding ANYTHING from the amaths textbook makes me feel so exhilarated. Like yea, my adrenal gland/medulla secretes adrenaline and after that i dno what happens. Something to do with the spine etc etc.
I dropped Bio lah. So i got excuse for not knowing.

Thenn GEOG; i dno why but i felt kinda happy. Even when she called me to answer her question [which seemed satisfactory to her] =DD
Yea, i got mood swings. But they're all good ones.

Went to Eastpoint after, bought peanut butter waffles; then bubbletea [the oreo crush thing] then we sat there drinking, talking and having severe crack-ups, then these two guys came, sat at the high stools adjacent to us, then dewaine suddenly pointed to his butt.
Then im like o__0 Let's smash the oreo crush on his butt [to make it look like he shit-ed or smth] I KNOW that's so stupid but yea. Then dewaine gave me the evil glint. Then touched her nametag, "No need. I got this." HAHAHHA in case you didn't get it, she meant to use the nametag's needle to *poke*.
Ok NEH-MIND i know we're so lame.

Went to Pet Safari and WTS;
THEY HAD CHOW CHOWS.
0.0
I MISS BEAR BEAR ALL OVER AGAIN.
=[

And everytime people [only those who look like potential buyers] say SO CUTEEEE i get kinda freaked.
I get scared that they'd buy the puppy just cos it's 'CUTE'.
And then when anything bad happens; like the puppy poos all over or falls ill or grows up and becomes 'not cute' anymore, these people who once went 'SO CUTEEE' would just ditch/neglect the dog.
I think such people should just drown themselves in pig cages.
Yea; pig cages. I think the chinese people from ancient times did that to punish those who committed adultery. According to TV shows.
In my opinion, pet abuse is as severe as adultery anyway.

Anyway, took bus home and then nothing much happened already. Oh wait. There was this woman with slight B.O. who sat next to me and started to clip her nails. WTS. Thankfully i alighted soon after.

Today

Was nearly late today [as usual].

Oh yea, I owe a few teachers homework.
A.maths
English
History.
Well that's all that i can remember for now.
Actually it's a lot more; just that there isn't a need to pass up so i don't bother.

History; Mdm Chan called me today for the sake of calling me. Like
"Do you all understand?
Constance? where's constance?
Oh, Cleo? Understand?"
yea, no purpose at all.


For PE i forgot to bring my freaking PE shirt. So i was contemplating how to tell Mr Poh, when i saw Elizabeth telling him smth about why she's not in proper attire. So i suddenly jumped in and said ME TOO.

Then he did the jokingly-gonna-punch me thing and said "you don't come and try to bluff me ok!"
LOL. I didn't even know what i said 'ME TOO' to. Then elizabeth told me cos i asked[duh].

Wow, i had 'flu'. hahaha.

Anyway, played this game which, im very proud to say, I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO WON. Yayyyyy!! As in within the group lah. Don't call me slow anymore; I can be bloddy fast if i want to. :D

Chem was in the lab and mrs boo took a few pics of the class. Sure got me being unglam. but nevermind.

Came up to class then samantha suddenly called me. Then the school attendant said my mum was at G.O.?
I was like HUH ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
And true enough, it wasn't my mum.


It was my dad.

Lol anyway, he came to school for a very lame reason. Cos he didn't have the key to go home and he needed to send a very important mail. According to him. ROFL.

But was my sister's fault.
Like duh; everything's her fault. And no, im not being accusational here.I've got evidence.

At the GO i saw mdm chan talking to my father. Whatthehell; must be talking about me again. But then again, what else can they talk about?

AND YEA my father said she told him im very meek in class. HAHA expected, expected. But times have changed and what students might be in class doesn't equal what she is outside school. Heck lah. I shall let her think that im meek since she formed that impression already. [i seriously think it's just my face; looks too....innocent already.] No, not bhb. As in seriously.


E.maths was so.... i didn't understand stuff.
I hate coordinate geometry. Besides trigo.



Don't worry; i managed to go home. HAHAHA.

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HA! blog war?
Saturday, July 05, 2008 @ 10:34 PM

LOL I had been reading Xiaxue's blog for the past ....



2 hours.


BLODDY HELL.
HAHAHAHA! I cant believe i can be so engrossed.

It was just heaps engaging. Like yea, i got an inner gossip girl personality; surprise surprise.
Bloddy funny too. No kidding. You can go read. I'm SURE you know her link, don't you?

Okay, now, now, here's my stand you might've been anticipating.
I'm somehow on Xiaxue's side. No really; it's become a matter of who presents a better debate [and of course, evidence], not who was wrong, and who's right, who's the aggressor, who's the 'victim', who's the 'slutty-er' one and whatsoever.


Anyway, whatever. I can't even believe myself right now that i'm bothering bout these people's lives. And yea, i admit i never was fond of people like Dawn Yang. [Generalisation only]. In other words, people who try so hard to portray a pretty and maybe innocent side of them.
What the heck. I gotta tear myself away from this issue. The damn palm-reading shit was right. I got a 'boundless curiosity'.
No wait. EVERYONE has some extent of curiosity, don't they?
Like duh, why else do you think there are so many 'freaking comments' on xiaxue's post on that issue?

Bloddy hell, please stop me. I shall not bother bout xiaxue and dawn from now.
No really.
Just some little tiny problem that's being blown up, really. This whole issue. Why? Cos they are God damn popular. Serious. It's not even entertaining, if you actually think about it. Just funny how they defend themselves. With a generous amount of tact and fancy words.

Ok, sorry, i just typed another paragraph.
I'd REALLY REALLY better stop here.
=]




"It doesn't matter who spilt the milk. Just clean it up together."


its 5th July
@ 11:54 AM

Yeeeap! Today's 5thjuly. I dno what's gonna happen if anything even gonna happen but yea. I'm waiting. Anyway, i havent posted pics in a long time so...... =]


This morning i got so bored while waiting for the toilet that i started playing sudoku on my spare phone. I KNOW. I HATE THAT GAME BLODDY MUCH.
I must've been so so psyched to play it.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT? After randomly putting in numbers without using much of my intellect, I WON. HA! I believe the little math genius in me finally emerged.
Yea, i told you i had that flashback from my dream during mass that day. I tried drawing it out. It sucks. lol. I dont know who those two people are,i only know they were Korean. In my dream, at least.
Erm yea, random pic! =]


Not a tendril out.
Friday, July 04, 2008 @ 3:23 PM


You know, maybe the reason why I'm so nonchalant about guys and that i don't feel pain when i hurt myself, is that

1. I don't have nerves, so i dont feel the pain.

2. I don't have that much hormones.


OKAY NEVERMIND ME. That was just random.


This morning, i came to school and the sec4 space on the the court was like..half empty. Even though i was kinda late. o__o

I still do not know why.


Anyway, 4/6, 4/7 and 4/8 stayed back for attire check by P,VP and Mrs Lopez.

And of course, you wouldn't think my hair is messy, right?

I mean, even Mdm Chan doesn't think so. SERIOUS. And you know how tough it is to get away even with ONE 'tendril' left unclipped.

YEA YOU PROBABLY GUESSED IT-- the new VP actually went and said "Your fringe is flying all over your face, what are you gonna do about it?"



I was bloddy surprised.

No kidding.

I just stared at her.


No offence or anything but is she hallucinating or something?

Not once in my freaking four [well almost] years have i been caught for HAIR. Skirt, once or twice but omg, I insist my hair is neat.


Right, lets just try to forget about this. I'm leaving the school in a couple of months. This new VP ain't gonna be able to do much to try to change me.


Anyway, changed seats today and yea, i suppose i gotta try to adapt and hey, it's not that bad, really. I still got Desiree behind me. =D


Geog was surprisingly not-so-much of a torment. Like yea, 3 periods; wts? But i survived. =D

Recess, 'fasted' with dewaine and desiree. HAHA as in desiree is fasting for religious purposes but dewaine's teeth are...i dno; braces issues?

Chinese was like no chinese at all. Just did SS corrections cos i needa be productive these days. Only did one question but heck. I still feel gratified.


Ohh, i think that whenever teachers call dewaine, they will call me after. Like yea, simultaneously. Lol.
OH and one more thing--im down for 8x 50m run for Sports Day. I think like..if im the last in the line, right,[cos there are 8 so i mean to say that if im the 8th] then maybe when everyone's past the line already, one minute later then you see me complete my 50m.
OKAY IM KIDDING, of course. I'm not that pathetic.


YEAP. Today is a good-girl day. I didn't go out after school. =DDD

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It's a very unsettling sense of deja vu.
Thursday, July 03, 2008 @ 6:43 PM

my hand shook x]
Okay, finally back to blogging, eh.

Really heaps and heaps of homework lately so understand.
No, im not making a mountain outta a molehill.[metaphor in case your english sucks]
NO REALLY. The 'mountain' is bloddy big.

Anywayy, in no particular order;
1. CHINESE O's ORALS ARE OVER. HELL YEA.
I prob screwed it up but heck.

2. C.Kunalan came to talk to us about the Olympic spirit.
In case you were as suaku as me, he was the one who won Singapore's first silver for the century dash. In the Olympics of course.

Ok, now's the ranting;
1. YEA THAT MOUNTAIN OF HOMEWORK.

2. Mdm chan is gonna freaking change our seats. AND!! here's the bad part:
SHE'S GONNA MAKE US SIT IN SINGLE ROWS.
BLODDY HELL?!?!!?!?!?!?!
I'd very much prefer to sit with any idiot or annoying shiz but YEA i CANNOT be alone. I'd be very emo. Like in sec2.

COS
i got no one to
- laugh with
- talk to
- sing to
- annoy
- gossip
- copy homework
- DISCUSS homework
- share our ideas and WORK
- tell secrets to for the moment
- doodle with
- ask stuff

YEA im gonna be hell emo. I got this phobia of being alone, i confess.
No, not the im-scared-to-walk-home-alone kinda phobia. it's the more long-term kind.
THIS STUPID IDEA OF MDM CHAN'S IS GONNA BLODDY BACKFIRE.
wtf.

And that pretty much spoilt my blogging mood.
Ah well. Lets at least skip to today. I actually missed my alarm again and woke up late.
So, i had to rush off without my breakfast. Like for the first time in.....i cant remember when.
but survived with Joanna's chocolates. :]
Had mass, stoned up there at the gallery, with mdm chan pacing up and down. So far, i havent been able to comprehend her. But heck; i wont bother about such stuff for now.
Oh and during my stoning, i had this flashback from my dream last night. I'll draw it someday, i hope.

Recently my dreams have been so...intense. So much so that i cant wake up. Is it the stress? Maybe.
But yea, there's always something so very intriguing; it has absolutely no relation to your current life but there's this very very unsettling sense of deja vu.
Probably, i was Korean in my past life. HAHA random.

Oh and after school, went to Orchard. yea i do feel the impact of tourism. I see so many foreigners everywhere. I read this book about palm reading at Dewaine's dentist place and its so cool. HAHA REALLY! My palm says im mischievious and clever and not good working on my own, but better in pairs or small groups. SEE? MDM CHAN! Pair me up pleaseeeee? And you claim to be concerned about my results. SO not all students do better on their own. Serious.

Ahh i guess that's all to blog about. I needa eat my dinner anyway.
Oh and dewaine, dont be guilty about my hand. IM INVINCIBLE, REMEMBER? hahaha serious, i didnt feel ANY pain at all. Im not acting macho here. I think i really am. ROFL

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:/
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 @ 3:15 PM


I really don't get how people can
'make up for lost time.'