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EFFING TESTIMONAL.
Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 3:07 PM


Oh. Yea. It's a strange thing how you always think "I'm gonna blog about _____" and then when you really get down to it, you forget it all. Well, partially. Or am i just going through premature ageing? Ah wells.

Welllll, i feel pretty....domesticated now. Cos i actually went to sew the catch/hook of my school skirt. AMUAZING, right? Yes. For someone who got a C for her home ec, at least. [Hey, my D&T compensated with a high distinction. I got my father's genes, i guess.]

Oh and i cooked my lunch too. =D

DAMN, I remembered what i wanted to say;
I GOT TO WRITE MY OWN FREAKING TESTIMONIAL.
WTS?!
Yea, the one on your certificate when you leave your secondary school.

DIE.
I don't have a single clue what im gonna write.
DIE.
DIE DIE DIE.
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.

Okay, sorry for the childish spamming.

BUT YAR! I DONT KNOW WHAT I CAN WRITE.

Now i know i suck in my intrapersonal skills. Severely, severly lacking.
I suspect i suffer from Multi-Personality Disorder. No shit.


I mean; even CCA. My attendance for sec1 to 3 was reeaally good.[i think]. But this year, i didn't go at all. I went for only 2 or 3 sessions. So it would really reflect my lack of integrity if i put 'consistent attendance', right?
Okay, even attitute, participation etc. I was pretty much lacking in passion for drama so i didnt bother auditioning for more than one role each time there was a performance. So obviously chances would've been slim for me clinching the role, right? SO, i didnt BOTHER about anything and yea. Ended up with shitty impressions. I even opted to be NOT in the commitee. [Yea, im stupid.] Seriously. How did i manage to beat the about-hundred girls and manage to get a spot in drama? I wouldn't say I had much talent, nor passion, nor experience [one performance in primary school isnt much experience]. NEVERMIND. The point here is how i can crap about ANY commendable thing i've done. Which is like...hmm..none?

DIE.
I mean really;
DIE.

And if im struggling so much on CCA, aptitute on learning and all that is all....enough said already.

And it's due on Monday.
Seriously seriously speaking [no i havent been more serious];
I'M EFFING DEAD.

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