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Saturday, May 24, 2008 @ 8:29 AM

lol...I just saw my results...broke my record again. As in the highest i ever got--from the bottom.
I didn't follow my father to collect the results yesterday so i have no idea what Mdm Chan could've bitched bout me. But something about me entering the school with a 'very good' PSLE score, and being one of the top [no, not from the bottom]. But now, my results are one of the bottom. Oh well. At least i'm satisfied that i didn't fail more than my predicted two subjects, namely geog and a.maths. I passed all the rest. But I guess i failed the two a little too badly so i still failed overall. The school is very very disappointed in me; they thought they had a genius in the school.
But yea, i kindof only have myself to blame since i didn't study and i'm pretty sure all my other peers studied like %&*#.
A consolation to myself; I will do much much better if i put in effort. =D

But anyway, i can't stand the report book comments like every year. So nto me, i swear. I'll type out all the comments from sec1 and you judge. They all overestimate me and my supposed 'meekness'. Sec 1 and 2 and 3 was ok, but sec 4 is shit. All crap.

Sec 1:
Constance is a quiet and attentive pupil. She is independant and likes to participate in class activities. She has performed well this semester.

Constance has worked quietly and efficiently. All her work has been done with care and quality. Constance has also been a respected and valued member of the school community. In academic subjects, Constance has tried hard and performed well.

Sec2:
Constance is a quiet and conscientious girl who believes in herself and works towards achieving the goals she has set. She has a positive attitude towards her work and always strives to improve.

Constance is a quiet and courteous student who has shown great interest in her work right from the start. She has strong self-motivation to succeed in achieving her goals in studies. Continue to work hard! [This one a bit too...exaggerated.]

Sec3:
Constance is a quiet but consistent worker. She gets along well with her peers.

Constance is diligent and respectful towards others. She gets along well with her classmates.

Constance is a self-disciplined and cooperative student. She has am amiable nature and gets along well with her fellow classmates.

This year's:
Constance is a shy student. She is diligent and conscientious. However, she is hesitant to share her thoughts and opinions in class discussions. Constance must work harder to reach her potential.

I can't stand that recurring word quiet. It's so fake! And shy, and conscientious, and diligent. They so do not describe me. Seriously, i have doubts about what teachers actually perceive; whether they themselves do not interact with the student and then just write anything, whatever. Sheesh. And what 'hesitant to share her thoughts'? You wanna know? My thoughts have nothing to do with the lesson/ discussion. So too bad. Just don't write all that crap for my sec4 leaving school testimonial.
I knew Ms Tan leaving was a bad thing. She was the one who cared for us the most and really tried to know us. Unlike a new form teacher who barely speaks to us and has heaps of work and has to actually divide her attention to us. She's trying. But it's just not the same.

But then again, maybe the teachers think i'm attentive and quiet and all that cos when i stone in class, my mind is already off the class discussion/lesson. So yea. AHH WHATEVER.

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