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VICTORY!
Thursday, February 28, 2008 @ 6:32 PM

this pic is actually after all of those below. just to prove that the colour red wasnt biased. i dont even know why i like this game. so boring. but addictive!

and my second victory!

and third!! p.s im red. so you can like see how much i won by. sorry. but people like me just love to brag. xD
see?
i think i can go compete with John Edwards for real. heheh! lol.kidding..kidding. i know its just a game and wont let this GAME victory get too much up my head. =D
man..arent i blogging excessivly?

schoolturnsmeoff
@ 4:42 PM

after one hour of replaying i finally WON! =O ask me for link if you wanna try the game too.
ok. didnt blog normally recently so yeaa..heres the discounted make-up. (:


monday; didnt do much, pon-ed drama again [arent they gonna 'talk' to me?] , bought lots of chips then dewaine and i went to my house and had a 'feast'. Dewaine opened my room door at some point of time then she saw my mum and got a shock. LOL. and guess who tried hiding. hahaha!
my mum treated her to chicken wing somemore.lol

tuesday wasnt much of big deal, except dewaine, you owe me biiiig. :D

wednesday..nothing much in school also, physics got back physics test, i, the absolutely on-task and attentive physics rep. ,obviously failed. =D
emaths, was dancing and singing really randomly to Gimme more by britney. mrs lim stared at me. i smiled back and continued singing and half-dancing [cos i was sitting, you toot].

followed Dewaine to Orchard for her dental, she apparently forgot her wallet, had to go all the way back to school to get it but nvm. then later when we were already on the way to orchard,like walking, i realised of all days, i forgot to bring my ez-link card. constance cher is sooo fantastic. reached dentist in orchard,waited there and read this eye-tricks book in the meanwhile. this woman with her daughter came and asked us what school we were in. i bet she must have been deceived greatly[muahahaa!we never fail not to] and thought we were some superr guai-kia. LOL. my foot.

oh!! we saw this freaking LAMBORGHINI when we were gonna jaywalk [i thought it was legal] and omg. the engine..scared the crap outta me cos i thought it was gonna bang us down. but still!!! I WANT ONE.preferably bright yellow.
actually, a Porsche would do for me. im not greedy at all. ok. im kidding. =D

oh yeaa..bought my one and only facial product [lip balm doesnt exactly count] cos i just had a sudden major pimple outbreak on my forehead. and you, stop consoling me saying its 'really not obvious, constance!' i look at myself in the mirror a million times already you think i dunno how bad my own pimples are? hmm? hmm?! HMM?!?! ==" shall not let this agitate me.

so yeaa..went home some time after and walked back from mrt station ALONE. and its so far from my house. oh well. doesnt really matter. on the way, so many things happen.like everytime i take that route i get to experience many little stuff xD. saw Ms Raju this time,said hi to each other, then this tallie guy blocked me. i was like damn. why he walk so slow one? then when i tried to overtake him, i got stuck. like. either i push him away or jump into the bushes or well, stay that close behind him. the last option is out cos he would think im some perv. but he damn retarded. he turn behind cos he obviously sensed my presence. but he turned the wrong way. ROFL. then yeaa. i obviously overtook him somehow.

ehh..he rich one leh. walk into that RICH PEOPLE area *evilgrin* someone would have been interested eh?rich and possibly-good-looking. lol. jkjk. damn. should have tricked him somehow then rob him. HA!

ok. time for today's stuff.
continued my dancing and singing of gimme more and crank that and low and other random songs throughout. someone apparently got so damn amused. ==" came up with a theme song for each teacher during their lesson. haha. heres the list if you wanted to know. p.s not confirmed. these are thought of on the spot. =D

Mr. Quek- Crank That ,SouljahBoy
Mr Poh - Low, Flo-rida [only cos i was singing that song during his lesson]
Mrs Lim- Gimme More, Britney Spears [cos i find myself irresistably dancing and singing to that song during her lesson]
Muimui- any theme song from Harry Potter, if any.
Mrs Lopez- Amazing Grace [but Ankita says 'I Like Big Butts']
others lazy to think and since didnt have their lesson today.

p.ss this is not intended to insult or anything of that sort. =)

geog, muimui cheated me!!! i was damn urgent to go pee, then she said when i do finish my thing she let me go. in the end she didnt. i had to present the group thing somemore! tsk. and all that time i was trying my best to just shuck it up like a maaaan. in the end i had to do that alllll the way till geog ended. she freaking let us late somemore. >=[ why does she have to be so freaking sadistic?!?! how evil can she get!? seriously..

OH!! one more thing! we all know that now in Singapore theres a terrorist running loose. =O
and he might bomb Singapore any moment now. =O
and we might all just die like NOW. =O
OMG! =O
if hes even gonna bomb singapore at all, i suspect orchard mrt station. i got my grounds for suspecting that. cos me and dewaine saw something that day. or rather, some 'unsuspecting' person snapping away with her camera the insides of the mrt station. omg. she looks muslim somemore. =O
everyones getting freaked. =O
oh man..this is actually quite exciting. =O
ok. im psycho to be saying that. =O

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some me-time pleeease?
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @ 3:52 PM


dammit. i freaking need some ME-TIME.
i havent had one since like weeks ago.

im D Y I N G.

cos there are heaps of things i cant do when my sis[the biggest problem] or parents are home. like..i cant turn the house upside down through my foraging, or i cant dance and act like a freaking monkey, cant sing my currently-constrained heart out etc.etc.


fine.
not only are you gonna leave me alone, you keep coming and preventing me from blogging properly. <---to my sis.

tsk.
i badly need just like..1 hour of me-time. PLEEEEASE?
edited at 7.10pm/:
you know what? i just realised that the song Crank That [Souljahboy]
is like..a BADBAD song..as in the lyrics. the beat and whatever tune there was got me addicted but then, the lyrics? OMG. they turn me off like hell much. this is what i apparently found [shown as comments from some website]:
p.s THE FOLLOWING INFORMATION IS NOT FOR THOSE AGED UNDER 16. [ALTHOUGH I AM [under 16] BUT IM THE EXCEPTION SINCE I ALREADY FOUND IT.]

meee:) said:
October 20, 2007
anyone who doesnt understand the lyrics to this song is fucking dumb. hes referring to his penis as the soldier.. hes "cranking" it and blowing a load on some bitch... "superman that hoe" is a dirty sex move.. when a girl is sleeping.. "super soak" that hoe.. is kind of obvious. so ya you guys are dumb.

Disgusted said: November 18, 2007
If you are making comments on here I would suppose that you know the meaning of the lyrics of this song people.
According to urbandictionary.com
Crank that means- to pleasure a man by masturbation.
Superman means- When you are mad at your girl for not having sex with you. So when she falls asleep you masturbate and cum on her back. After that, stick the bedsheet on to her back and when she wakes up it's stuck to the cum and she has a cape like Superman!!!
Absolutely disgusting!
and its no wonder people like this get so...well, emotional.

some1whocares said:
December 14, 2007
I truly think all of you young men and women should find your value. Why is it, that when one of these songs airs, most of you think its "the bomb"? You all are men, and women no matter how old you may be. Since all of you are on the computer and know how to get to this site. Value yourselves, find out how to make this a better society (that WE live in). Then you won't be judged. Some may have the, "I don't give a sh.." attitude, but look deep inside you, you are more than someone who has to go along with the one beside you. You are leaders not followers. To be honest with you myself, I do have a son and I will/would not put up with him listening to this degrading music. I say, "do unto others as you would want to be done unto you". If you want respect, give it. If you want love, then share it. If you want to a lasting relationship, work at it. I do respect the fact that all of you love music, but try to listen to music that you really know the meaning to. Look up words you don't know/understand. Realize that some of the lyrics may be targeted at you (girls/women). Do you really like for men to talk like that to you? Maybe in private you know and alot more loving. Not in public areas (parties), or what have you. There somewhere deep down in our hearts, homes, relationships, profession, there is someone yelling out for love, communication, loyalty, recognition. We can all make our lives more meaningful. One last comment, I will not be listening to this song. Nor my son. Lot's of Love for all of you! Take care. p.s. i found this site with the title. i took it into MY hands to find out what it was about. glad i did. bye!
and even things like this:

Advisor said:
January 30, 2008
EVERYONE! STOP AND READ THIS MESSAGE! It's important. Now, all you all just stop cussing like this. It's stupid. And most of you all out there are like ten, eleven and twelve and maybe even thirteen and fourteen. But still, you all should not be talking like this. Now, the ones talking about sex on here are stupid. Now, I know most of us THINK we hate our parents but deep, deep down, we know we love them. And would they be alive now if it wasn't for the S word? NO! Would your grandparents be alive now if it wasn't for the S word? NO! And would your older brothers and sisters that you look up to and are rolemodels to you be alive? NO! And lastly, wold yo be alive? Here on this beautiful world, here with these loved ones, here, just with everything that is wonderful, and beautiful and radiant. Now the S word, is just a word, but it is probably the biggest thing we have now. Because it gave us something that we only get once. Itgave us life. And if this is the way you are going to live your life, then just, just go ahead and lock yourself in your room and never show your face to the world again. Now, like one of you all said, we are not followers. We are leaders. And if you all are following this, then that is how you are making a difference to the world.
so yeaa..i was kinda disappointed with the song. but i shall credit souljah boy for getting the great ermm..well. everything EXCEPT the lyrics.

e.b.n.y.r.
Friday, February 22, 2008 @ 10:53 PM


Extremely Belated New Year Resolutions.

for the sake of the people who happen to check back oh-so-often.
and also for self-reference. since i never, in my life, made a proper valid new year resolution.
somehow this year's is really ambitious.

1. be more 'pro' in my rollerblading
2. learn tae kwon do
3. learn korean [the language]
4. someone from Adelaide pleeeeaase come to sg!
5. get at least silver for napfa test. [i always fail my standing broad jump you see..]
6. learn how to study again. and perform within school's standards for me [which is impossibly high]
7. as a student, i obviously wanna get more As for exams. omg. o levels..:S
8. im still sticking to the do-not-hate-anyone vow.
9. GROW TALLER. [its supposed to be number one but it slipped off my mind just now]
10. go ice-skating more
11. go for quality shopping one full day with friends
12. go overseas without parents! =O
13. get a decent bag/wallet
14. refurnishh my roooommm..please?mummy?
15. stay at 40kg. that 5kg gain within 2 months was still kinda traumatic.i didnt know i had that kind of potential.
16. accomplish at least something [im still not sure what exactly] that i would be really proud of
17. go on that ferris wheel thingy at marina bay
18. get tanner
19. buy heaps and heaps of caps and hoodies
20. be healthier
21. oh man..the list seriously goes on forever. shant be that greedy. should stop here.


TP camp
@ 5:31 PM

see? thats muimui! and gosh..i look drugged standing next to her. :S


ok..i forced myself to blog at least about my camp [if not personal life] in TP despite my emotional and physical [not-so] well-being. so here goes.

Day one:

was late. lecture all day long, nothing that interesting happened..end of day had Mass Dance. That was the gayest thing ever. and that guy scares the crap outta me. seriously.. end up is not he teach us dance. is we teach him. LOL. heaps funny, the whole thing.




Day two:

was late again.
more lectures on enterpreneurship project, while me, dewaine and desiree just doodled on my notes.
lunch was horrid, and i really understand the school's total incompetence to even have common sense not to buy food that not all students can take. sure. its halal. but they freaking ordered curry rice. whatthehell. people like me cant really take that much spicy food can?! bloodyidiot.tsk. so we just threw the whole thing away and ate our own food. we cant rely on the school on such matters. seriously..

class started preparing for presentation which was like the next day. was in posters and pamhlets group. dw. it wasnt that bad. haha.

I TOOK A PIC WITH MUIMUI AND MR QUEK!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Day three[today]:

thankfully wasnt that late today. continued a little more on our posters, then break, lunch and all that, then when we came back from lunch, WOAH. disco man..haha. lecture theatre became disco. LOL. was heaps fun. the indian dancers [who apparently more than half are not indian] danced in front of the theatre and we used the mic to make the music from our phones damn loud. oh man..those girls can so dance. haha. and its not in the show-offy way. just plain FUN and confidence makes it all look so picture perfect. and it was even more like a disco with the flash of the camera. haha. kinda annoying but like yeaa..the dancers [and dewaine and me] got so pissed with the picture-taking. but in my opinion they really dont seem to have any unglam moments. no, im not sucking up to them. its my opinion anyway.


later, vanisha realised it was very late alr, so she was like imitating ms kang. then later she got so engrossed with imitating her, she did it full-on into the mic "sorry for the interuption. all sec4 girls please report to the hall at 1.45pm sharp." etc.etc.
when she was repeating her imitation, she realised ms kang was there, staring at her. ROFL!!!

she covered her face, said sorry and then ran and hid behind the lecturer table. omg. so damn funny. ms kang was like "now i know who to get to say all the announcements for me." cos she really sounds like ms kang. HAHAHA!!!

oh. then we had to get on with the posters, practise practise practise on presentation, then went to convention centre to present, slacked there when it wasnt our turn, didnt really take pics but yeaa..
4/7 got a commendation prize. and we actually had some confidence. finee..disappointment. tsk.
anyway, took class photo then went home. bought ice cream with desiree!

RANTINGS:
im damn pissed cos of a group of bloody jokers just now. i was like walking home myself then i waited at the traffic light for the green man.[i a law-abiding citizen this time] then this group of upp sec school boys came out of the taxi opp me. they saw me walking towards the traffic light then they think like they very funny, try to wave like MAD to me [as in arms allll the way up like they wanna catch the moon or smth.]. tsk. i ignore such idiot people who just want attention. all the more i dun give it to them. so i adopted dewaine's "hey look!theres a butterfly!" move and just looked up although it was raining.they probably realised they failed, so they just waited at the bustop. i also had to walk pass that bustop to get home and i couldnt be bothered to take the slightly longer way just cos of some bloodybastards. so when i walked pass they kept staring at me. like whatthehell. i stared back at one with my go-to-hell-you-freaking-bastard face then looked away. they just thought it was funny and smiled to themselves again. omg. are they like retards or something? thef***ingb*******whoneedtogetafreakinglife.


and this bald old man also. tsk. old already stare what stare?! act young somemore..crank up the gay music so damn loud for what?! also no one appreciate.


ok. bloody bastards aside, got funny ones also. hahaa! omg. that time i was walking home and crossing the overhead bridge, i had to walk down the stairs. then this guy walking up saw me then he suddenly run up like to get away from me asap. omg. haahahha! am i that intimidating?lol.


well, i mean. the common stare and go are fine with me. scan then scan me luh. i scared arh? tsk. so long as they dont try to be funny and stare like they got no tomorrow. loserr. and the above examples are taken from the past 3 days. so like yeaa..lazy to think too far back. whatever. you arent even supposed to be reading this.

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tsk.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @ 9:50 PM

actually i had heaps of stuff to blog about. but i aint in tip-top condition both
physically and
emotionally.

so yeaa..shall update some other day.

OH SHIT!
Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @ 6:03 PM

Ryan and Sean
HEYHEY!! i got more great links! haha. credits go to Belinda! well, mostly. =D

these guys are..Jap. i think. haha. eitherways, these vids are contributed by youtube user nigahiga. =D
p.s my sister thinks hes hot. "omg....hes so hott!!! i like himm.." err..? haha..anyway. watch and you judge for yourself. :)
i got a few to start you off, but there are heaps on youtube itself. so slowly click on them. one by one. and
ENJOYY!!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pK4bLMd0avU


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwutQuHdyPY


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgoINEHDPas


oh. and in the meanwhile, i shall try my best not to scratch myself to death cos of the mozzie bites. im ANTI-DENGUE. >=[

camp tmr!
@ 3:15 PM

yesterday me and dewaine pon-ed cca again. [got dental!! really!!] ok..i guess that wasnt very convincing. anyway, we had to go for english tutorial first. well, actually dewaine dragged me along. it was like i was thinking how to ask ms tan if i could sit in. then she just said "and constance volunteered" after taking attendance. haha. simple as that.

then went to orchard. shant tell you what we did there. its a secret. HAHAHA. xP anyway, we saw mr ng then me and dewaine were like woah...go pak-tor arh? rofl! [ and today he was wearing the same shirt as yesterday. =O]

OH! AND I BOUGHT MY SVENTEEN MAG!! and this time, the person didnt mention about the aged seventeen issue again. haha.

this person tried to take pics of me and dewaine again. so lame..these people are really weird. we arent celebrities so take what pic?? dewaine insists that its cos they think we got potential to be models. LAME. hahahaha!


oo..today got back emaths test. look carefully. its E. maths. so obviously i got an A. =D
omg. im such a show-off. haha.well, i cant say the same for a. maths.. sadly..=="


PE, ran 4 rounds round field, 5th round had to sprint with my freaking stitch on my left. wasnt that bad though..at least within top 15? not sure. xD

chinese, didnt 'bring' hw again. so yeaa.
amaths, see mr poh get his moodswings, and..acted like i understood everything when i didnt. otherwise he get more into his menopause aggressiveness and so i do not want to incur his wrath to save my maybe-not-so-humble dignity.

assembly, talk on JCs and all that. garrr..im not that sure i can even get into a JC.
nothing much that i can type here cos..ermm..got some private stuff im not obliged to tell all of you. =D

shall stuff myself with my WHITE CHOCOLATE with honey and almond Toblerone. =D
be jealous.

and yes..from tomorrow onwards, i got CAMP. camp corri. going to Temasek Poly for some enterpreneurship thing. so boringgg..shall pretend to be lost then explore TP. haha. on the way of 'being lost' we shall buy some ice cream also. bloody camp. so boring one..i only like those outdoor ones. oh well..

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ICEICEICE!!!
Sunday, February 17, 2008 @ 12:43 PM

Achmed the dead terrorist
omg. last night, i had ICE OVERDOSE.

@.@

no, i dont mean the drug ice.



first was ice-pop, then was one big cup of ice cream, then just when i thought it was enough ice for the day/night, my dad came back with 4 boxes of ICE KACHANG. omg. and they said i had to eat at least half a tub. OMG. i nearly fainted.



and omg. last night i dreamt of being chased by a freaking emu. so scary..



haha. anyway, heres something really really funny. it made me crack up like mad.

e.g heloooooooooooooooo!! i am lindsay lohannnnnnn!! =D

OH!OH!! and SILENCE!! I KILL YOU!! >=[

http://youtube.com/watch?v=w-sSmX8pCYo

another reason to watch it: s.s we are doing on transnational terrorism [or did we alr finish it? o.o] so. heres a lesson about terrorism from a terrorist!



HAHA. GO WATCH!!

or..I KILL YOU!!




my name is SPECIAL.
Saturday, February 16, 2008 @ 5:32 PM

Constance Bennett
HEYYY!! i got so damn bored just now, so i googled my name, Constance. turned up so many stuff i didnt expect. haha.



first, had Lake Constance, which i already knew heaps long ago.

then Council of Constance, Hotel Constance, even youtube-HipHop Constance. [ROFL!!], then an online boutique, constanceclothing, then wikipedia's which apparently was...ermm..well, you go see for yourself. im a TOWN. and an ANCIENT one at that. =="


and also a flower, called Passiflora CONSTANCE Elliott. which is really pretty. [im not being biased..its pretty and pure white.haha]

ooo..and an ANCIENT actress..Constance bennett. thankfully shes pretty..haha. it even says "Often described as the most beautiful of the Bennett sisters". lol. but she apparently died of cerebral hemorrhage. oh, my..

followed by some random blogs which i did not bother clicking on, and more old/dead actresses as well as alive ones like Constance Zimmer..

more biographies of more ppl called Constance, mostly ancient people like duchesses and royalty..? and successful people. strangely they are all non-asian.seriously...

and..i realised people called Constance usually die quite unnaturally...even in fairytales..ohmygoodness..

"As to the other King, he was really fond of his wife, Queen Constance, but he often grieved her by his thoughtless ways, and in order to punish him for his carelessness, the fairies caused her to die quite suddenly."


ooo..and obviously, the meaning of my name:

Origin: Latin constans
Meaning: firmness, steadfastness
Famous people with this name:Constance Bennett (Entertainment)Constance Cummings (Entertainment)Constance Ford (Entertainment)



and another one which i think every part of it is untrue[esp.the "it is a popular name"]:


Origin:

Shakespearean.
Meaning:
It's a Shakespearean name. This name means: 'King John' Mother to Arthur. Suitable only for girls. It is a popular name.


variations:
Congalie Constancia Constancy Constanta Constantina Constantine Constanza Constanze Custance Gostanza Konstance Konstacia Lithuanian Konstancja Konstancy Konstancyna Kotika Kotka Considine Constain Constance Constancio Constane Constant Constantin Constantino Constantinos Constantinus Costin Costino Konstantin Konstantine

o.o so many..


and some say the origin of my name is also french?i suppose its Latin first then french and english? first name is supposedly Constantia then all the variations follow.

apparently they said my name was very popular in the 1940s then it took a great sudden dip. means...theres lots of 60plus grannies called Constance in the US or whichever country that was. goodnessgracious..



ok.......i dont really like my name in the first place but since im stuck with it, i should learn to like it. =D<----forced smile.

GARRR
@ 2:16 PM


YUMMY UDON!! [its a Korean brand, btw]
so yeaa..i had that for my lunch. haha. ok..maybe it doesnt look that yummy but still!!!
ooh..later i might be going to make konyaku jelly. =DDD
heaps long since i made those..so yummyyy. ^^,
_______________________________
my mum just scolded me. she apparently found out i bought 2 A***** w**********s for 2 people. [she still doesnt know i bought one for dewaine too]
"you buy what from A*****?!?! [A***** is just the brand name]
"err...w**********s"
"BUY FOR WHO?!?!?"
"YOU DONT ANYHOW SPEND YOUR MONEY AND BUY PEOPLE THINGS OK?!?!!"
"........."
blue is me, green is my mum.
omg. so lame.
NOT LIKE I DIDNT WANT TO NOT SPEND MY MONEY!!
hmmpphh!!!
didnt cost that much anyway what...like...its still within my budget..?
OH!OH!! YESTERDAY, GOT THIS FREAKING PERVERT IN TM WHO TOOK A PICTURE OF US WHEN WE WALKED PASS. SO FREAKING UNGLAM!!! i was like talking to dewaine halfway with my mouth half open then *FLASH*. omg. im scarred for life.im gonna sue that guy if i ever find him.

sadness
Friday, February 15, 2008 @ 6:54 PM


ok..just came back from eastpoint again. yeaa..again, we went TM first then eastpoint. we are so lame. =="


morning, chinese. had SOP though. so completely missed it. AND the whole of geog too!! =DDD


chem was fun.


emaths was..boring. Joanna seriously gets so amused when i imitate mrs lim. she laughs like MAD. That time i imitated mrs lim "yesterday, i told you to do this right?" then immediately after i said that, mrs lim actually repeated EXACTLY what what i said. so freaky. i think i really got strong brainwaves..joanna always got almost same marks as me for amaths test somemore. and theres got to be a reason why people always repeat my thoughts and ideas. or maybe..im the one tapping on their brain. oh,my.


english, went through compre graded assignment. passed, dw.

after school, geog tutorial. =(
ohh!! wait! before geog tutorial LiMin and Natalie were being so damn funny.


so after school me and dewaine went to buy more belated vday gifts. we seriously didnt know to buy so i just got really stressed and just said "lets just buy socks and write you rock my socks on the sock packaging." i know. constance is sooo lame.

obviously we didnt do that.


oh. and i got really sad news from desiree. her dog, Cola, is sick. go read her blog if you want.
but i really wanna dedicate a prayer to Cola; you dont have to read the prayer. its my own.


Dear Father, please bless this dog
who is deeply loved by desiree and many others.
Please give him strength and
may You love and protect him. forever.
Amen.


the prayer's private. but please help us pray for Cola. =)




one more for the special day.
Thursday, February 14, 2008 @ 5:28 PM

ok. posting again cos...just now i tried to do smth on the previous post, it all disappeared. stupid error thing. so i lost all i typed about what happened today.T.T
sometimes i just hate technnology. they give you false hope too many times. oh well..shall type bout some other stuff..

ohh..last night, i had this other strange dream. the earlier parts are like..really retarded..like seeing birds fly out of the toilet. =="
so the last part,i was sitting on this sofa, then [i know i told a few of you about my mum's friend who was damn enthu in intro-ing her son to me..yeaa..i saw the dad instead. not the mum] and he was calling to this other guy sitting in front of me, a few metres away. his name, was Sam.
i swear i do not know that guy.
its so freaky.
cos i never dreamt of a specific face which i apparently never saw before, plus, the name. Sam. maybe...im being psychic again. oh,my.

ok..maybe im making a big deal out of a dream. but if you really were me, you wouldnt underestimate your dreams. cos they end up true sometimes. =X

sugarHIGH!
@ 5:28 PM


constance wishes you a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

my post is PINK today cos today is a GAY day!! wooooooooo!! gay meaning HAPPY!! =D lol.

anyway, i got really high on all the sweets people gave me. xD so i got high on everything and when i got so high, i actually took the camera and took random stuff!oh my..it's so rare that i actually take pics of myself. hahaa! i prefer not to call it camwhore cos its sounds kinda..mean to the camera. ah, nvm. enjoyy the pics!

the lovely lolly!




cos i love my new curtain. ^^




acting emo...lol




oooo..ms tan was so sweet to make me this special gift.




constance feels the love! [or rather the sugarhighness coming on again!!]



[not-so] Happy Valentines!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @ 6:48 PM


hmm..just came back from eastpoint. actually i went TM with desiree and dewaine, then desiree went home and me and dewaine went eastpoint.

bought lots of stuuf. T.T

im damn broke.

so im sad.

and i think the other people will not buy nice stuff for us although we buy nice stuff for them.

well, i dont know..

so, surprise me! =D


so yeaa..you know i bought heaps of stuff. so tmr you might catch me looking like a retard bringing so many stuff. oh wait. i'll stuff the stuff in my schoolbag! oh..stuff the whole damn thing.

in the library, there was this sign, that said:

"Books are a banquet for your mind, Stuff yourself."

o.o. which library asks you to stuff yourself? thats like a swear word.


eeeee..valentines day so stress..

my other BESTIE!
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 @ 3:40 PM



my other bestie, DESIREE!!


hahas. desiree is so adorable. xD
Dewaine is ermm..hot. ROFL!
oooo..vanessa. she so damn hardworking..in a good way. xD
should ask her for permission to upload her pic too!


Oh yeaa..today Japanese students came to our school. since monday actually.. haha. today's only tuesday.
OHMYGOSH. you know what just happened? my stupid comp just suddenly closed my internet windows by itself. and only HALF of my draft was saved. T.T
oh,damn it. now i forgot what i even typed. again, its your loss.
ok..im so mean. but it wasnt entirely my fault.
anywayy, geog. =="she scolded me for my CAJ's personal responses. Like..whatthehell. then while showing the class what i wrote [which so made perfect sense to me but apparently not to her] she kept asking me questions. i didnt reply..ostensibly rhetorical questions i guess. then she just kept saying my class was underperforming and blahblahblah.standard of her.
emaths test, did ok i think.. i think.
chinese, amaths then chem. mrs boo scolded me and dewaine for talking. was it even us? i dont know. anyway i think she hates me. sweriously..i wasnt even talking that excessively. not that loud either. she hates me probably cos she lives in the same block as me.shes 17th floor,im 18th.
yeaa..isnt that lame?
assembly, had talk by these women who apparently climbed Mount Everest. or were they going to? oh well..didnt really pay attention.
then jap students..they are really nice and polite people. and thats the impression i have of Japanese girls. haha.good for them. they're so funny..take pics only got one pose. LOL.
anywayy, they sang this song in Japanese. didnt understand but yeaa..relatively mellifluous. =D
oh my..tmr got amaths standard test. hope Zero doesnt haunt me.
"Have all fear. Zero, is here." [if you watched Zorro you would know he says the reverse.]
scary~
[today's post is all in one clump cos..my stupid comp decided to.=.=]

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school is so gayy
Monday, February 11, 2008 @ 7:41 PM


constance was late for school again today.


the girl beside me was crying cos she was late. i was just like -.-

gah. lazy to blog.

sorryxD

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MY BESTIE!
Sunday, February 10, 2008 @ 8:35 PM


my HOT bestie, DEWAINE.
( or so, according to her. But its kind of true lah.)


=DDD

nomoreangpaos:(
@ 10:13 AM

ping, belinda and cherie.from adelaide. =D [webcam!!]--note to ping, belinda and cherie:if you hate this pic, tell me to take it off for you. no worries. xD--
oks..shall blog bout yesterday.


moring, my sister's friends came over. like what the hell..i wasnt ready..it was like..i was in my room talking to dewaine on the phone, then when i was done i opened my door and i saw them. ==" and yeaa..i was still in unglam state. thankfully they didnt see me. i think..

so i changed then went out. haha


ate steamboat with them. oh. i forgot to type their names. xD ok..so there was LiQin[she knew my sis since pri 1 o.0] , and Royce, and Robby.

and no, im not interested in any of the Rs. ROFL!

talked bout lots of stuff over steamboat, mostly my dad. -.- then we went to watch Li Qin's dvd on this comp. i was sleeping. seriously..


when they left, we went to my sa-gong[my grandpa's third bro] 's house. i remember their big house can? BIG house, BIG mercedes benz, BIG fountain and pond with like..30 kois[about 30..they kept moving.couldnt really count] o.o


omg. so rich only got one angpao. that doesnt even reach $10. wth. oh well. its the thought that counts. =D

there, i was like subconsciously gorging myself with the food. o.o they must be thinking im a freaking pig. anywayy, after that we went home. and gorged more. 0.0 im gonna grow fat. and thats good news for you.

moremore angpaos =O
Friday, February 08, 2008 @ 9:46 PM


yeaa..im finally here to blog again. aint that amuazing?? =O


haha..anyway, i shall only blog bout today. been really tired lately so i need to conserve energy badly.


so first thing in the morning, we ermm..slept? i mean for me. =.= so yeaa..then after we had to go my paternal grandma's place. i was feeling really lazy that day so i just wore like..an at-least-presentable top and shorts. i so got stared at for that since all the other girls would have been wearing pretty dresses. but you know what? i dont care. its classic of me to not wear a dress. so too bad. XP


oh. so when i got there, i just realised i still had two more cousins..==" as in my dad's brother's kids..one girl one guy. i totally forgot they existed. what a splendid cousin i am. i dun even know their ages. but well, the girl's about my age, the guy's older i think. and no, dun ask me if hes hot. esp dewaine. =X


so yeaa..only got 2 more angpaos i think.

stoned a lot there. like this-->o.o

and thats how i look like during amaths also.


then we went to this person's house, i swear im not sure who lives there but yeaa..a lot of ppl there. so scary..i didnt even know a single one of them. and they all claimed to be related to me somehow. i dont care. thats still freaky..im outnumbered. in their territory. :S


but yeaa.. i still got angpaos from these "aunties" whom i swear i dont think i even met them before. but anywayy, I GOT MONEY!! omg. i wanna shop for hoodies. and caps. and..and..lots and lots of stuff!! wooooooo!! but you know what? i dont think its alot. considering that i dont know them, and hence they probably arent close to me and hence they didnt feel to need to to give me more than $5. maybe..i lazy to even open. -.-

oh yeaa..and..for the sake of dewaine, im gonna say this:

im not really sure bout how many 'hot' guys there were..but im pretty sure there were at least one or two. well, you know i this kind addicted to stoning so...you cant really rely on me for this kind of thing. who knows? they might even be my distant cousins. thats so gay. but whatever. i just realised my face is always like this----> o.o

yeaa..stoning face. =D you can so stare at me for a whole half an hour and i might not even realise you're staring at me. until i like..happen to turn my head and then realise you're staring at me.

-im skipping the in-betweens [conserving energy]-

so yeaa..sent my grandma and uncle home before going home. on the way home, since i got the whole back of the car to myself, i decided to sleep. so i rested my head on the armrest and half-slept. when i suddenly woke up, i was gonna say smth to my mum then i happened to look up into the bus next to us also.[the car was stationary, and so was the bus]. then i realised this guy was looking at me. and the thing was, my hair was kinda unglam. =="

like, whatever. he still kept looking. so i pretended to sms someone, hoping he would look away. like..whats his freaking problem man..unglam hair also must keep staring. 0.0

so went home.

-end of today's story-

=D <----bonus smiley for you. i wanna conserve energy..cant blog as much. tell you guys the details like when we meet or smth.


oh-so-busy
Wednesday, February 06, 2008 @ 3:29 PM


omg. i feel so damn gratified now. cos i just went rollerblading with desiree.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

like,finally! after how many months of suppression and compression i finally got to rollerblade. we went to and back the track. so fun. but the stupid fat twigs were like everywhere. =="
at least i didnt fall at all today. =D
desiree owes me an ice cream cos she said she would fall at least 10 times but NO, she fell far less than 10. yay=D we pros. haha
read that, desiree. =P

oh. and i didnt blog for like a few days cos i was so damn busy. busiest CNY ever in my life. i swear.

sunday night only managed to get 3 hours of sleep. tuesday..not much either..about 5 hours. amazingly i wasnt cranky in school. haha XD
kinda forgot all the funny and fun stuff that happened. so its your loss. hahahahaha.

gahh..parents are like. in the house also. no privacy to blog. ask me in school or msn,ppl. i mean. friends. if i dont know you i wont bother telling you anything.

falling in love?
Sunday, February 03, 2008 @ 10:09 AM


ok..woke up at 9.09am this morning. improvement seen. =D

and yeaa..i had my usual weird dreams. one part was me drawing this really big heart[s] on paper with crayons..yellow and red to be specific. thats just so weird..i mean..im not in love or something. im not even crushing on anyone. when did i crush on anyone anyway. omg. im like weird. well, perhaps i did crush on someone before but i didnt know it. :/
whatever.
puberty sucks.
a lot.

oh. and in adam's family, they actually called their new born baby Pubert. what a fantastic name. Pubert..

gosh..my stupid sister wouldnt stop showing off her new touch ipod. she keeps going "and you can use it as a computer!! [demontrates]"
and keeps saying "i finally got what i spent 11hours a day[working] for!"
oh. like i care.
so she just spent $400 plus and she how much did she pay off her debt? $0. wow. i love that number. i feel like just going up to her, shake her real hard and say "WHERES MY $600?!?!?!"

damn her.

OH.and last night i was feeling bored but didnt have the mood to do any hw so i was listening to my mp3. yeaa.i do that every night. whats the big deal. but the amazing thing was, ok..what i did was something i myself never imagined myself doing ok?


-commercial break-



~im building up suspense here~




woooooo~




ok.heres what i actually did and the sky didnt actually fall last night.
i
picked
up
my
amaths
textbook
and
read
3
pages.

omg
omg
omg
OMG
OMG.

can you believe it?? i actually studied! that word..i swear had been erased my my dictionary two years ago. 0.0
yeaa..i didnt study at all for even my exam but i still passed. am i smart or what?
lol. bhb again. xD
OH!OH! and my cough seems to have gotten better after drinking half of that pee-smelling drink. bluraughhhh :S

ima pig.
Saturday, February 02, 2008 @ 1:27 PM

i never seem to get enough hoodies.
i woke up at 12nn today..see? i had to type today instead of this morning.

i guess it was my weekend morning habits...its like i wake up 9am then my body tells my brain "nonono..go back to sleep..still tired."


then i wake up again at say..10am then my body tells my brain again " wasnt that an interesting dream??? go back to sleep and dream more!!"


then once more and my stupid body tells my brain again "nah..its still early. go back to sleep. last time. i promise."

[ok..i know its the BRAIN that tells the BODY stuff..not the body tell the brain. but it makes more sense the wrong way sometimes.]
so yeaa..its went on till 12nn.

oh well..i got my interesting dreams to blame. i think i dreamt like..at least 5 times. i only remember one of racing. which was heaps cool. cos it was like some hotwheels thingy. as in the obstacles. RACING. woooooooooooo!!!!!!!!


ok..im behaving like a mad tomboy now. =="

and recently i do not know why.i keep dreaming of rollerblading backwards..i wanna try now. LOL but no one to go with me. =(

after o levels, im gonna go rollerblading like. EVERYDAY. that desire is being compressed in me right now i really feel like im gonna burst. i cant go now cos of that freaking throat infection. DAMMIT.

imagine coughing and rollerblading at the time. people will think im mad.


oh. and im pretty sure there was some poltergeist activity in my house last night..i was taking my usual long bath in the kitchen bathroom..then..the dining set the chair kept dragging against the floor..:S ok..im getting the creeps just typing it out..it happened once before the last time i was alone at home bathing also..this sounds like im making it up but i dont really care if you believe. last night i was alone at home and it was raining ..perfect setting for a ghost story right? i didnt dare to go out of the bathroom..i think i stood there for like 20 minutes before going out. i ran to the living room straight away. music is the best distraction in such cases. trust me.


seriously THE ONE.
Friday, February 01, 2008 @ 3:50 PM

and im still missing adelaide...
i came to school today with a really bad feeling.

1. i didnt bring home my geog hw the previous day to do. thus i thought i would get into more trouble than i alr am with mui mui.
2. i knew desiree wouldnt come to school since she claimed her nose was feeling worse than micheal jackson's. [no offence to him or his fans]
3. i somehow did everything really slowly or maybe it was just time that passed faster that morning. so yeaa..i was kinda late. again. just made it through though. wasnt booked.
4. i couldnt find my blacks for drama, although i didnt wanna go anyway.

then after assembly we were supposed to stand and go back to class and that was when i realised not only desiree; dewaine and vanessa didnt come as well. >=[
i kinda felt really lost for like..one second. then i went to annalisa. =P well, i still got my other great friends; people like me just naturally have friends wherever i go. LOLOLOL. ok..i was joking.really..im not some snobbybitchfreak. XD so i went with her,su jan, lizzie and wei yan for recess. still had fun together. recess we laughed till annalisa went mad. LOL

anyway. back to the friday school routine:
chinese; we had to do another essay. this one was on report. better since i dont take long for reports cos main aim for that lesson was to complete my geog hw. so i discreetly did it to save face for mdm heng. cos shes kinda nice. didnt manage to complete all but yeaa..enough to save my life. [thanks sarah leong. ^^]


S.S; got caught for not doing caj AT ALL. stood at back of class for the entire lesson. oh well.. i wonder how i managed to get away with not doing it the whole of last year..o.o all i know is that she hates our class..she thinks we're complacent and defiant. yeaa..only during s.s.


-recess-


chemistry; i love chem. really..not being sarcastic. i always loved it. i only hate the mole concept.

to juanita: moleymoleymoleymoley[x as long as my breath goes] lol. ask her what im talking about if your face is like o.O now.

oh. so yeaa.experiment was fun. bout alkalis. i obtained perfect results as per normal. =D ok..maybe i dont get perfect results everyday. ==" but today was special. maybe cos of the pressure of not having a lab partner and no distractions.


emaths; usual mrs lim. nothing much. new teacher sat in at back of class but i used phone all the same.


english; ms tan made us do this summary. passage was on technology,how it affected us and compares now to the past etc. joanna called me primitive.==" cos i dont have the habit of multi-tasking and rushing. PLUS. i stone. a lot. well, i mean..isnt it easier to just take things as they come and do stuff one at a time? i slack but people still think im a good girl. i usually dont do my homework [not that im encouraging you guys to not do it too] but i always get away with it. ==" my point is just to take things easy. be cool. like me.


LOLOLOLOL. im so bhb all of a sudden. XD pardon me.


then after school still had geog tutorial.
after that i was supposed to be rushing down for drama but well, i decided not to go cos my throat infection still wasnt recovering. [im not gonna be acting all emo and pathetic by saying how im suffering inside.,still staying on the physical context,] so hopefully i can go to the doc and get more medicine since mines all eaten already. AND. i wish. and really really hope i can get mc for monday also. i seem to be spreading my germs all over the class..infected a few people alr. i feel bad. but it isnt my fault is it?

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